Dear diary: Unmasked

Meh

Dear diary

January 21st 2016

New Year.  Same problems.

good news, my thanksgiving wasn't so horrible.  I t wasn't exactly memorable but i dont think i cried this year, maybe i did i just didnt remember it. But i'll take that.  My Christmas wasn't that pooped but it pooped a little.  I went to pennsylvania with one of my old best friends but my dad called and guilt trip into talking to my mom you might be wondering why he would call to say something like that, so ill tell you.

My mom took one of the only thing i valued that i gave to my "sister" as a gift and gave it away to someone without asking my sister and lied about it for months.  So i was pissed and i hung up on her.  I do have an excuse, it happened to be the day that an old friend from my old school had his funeral. because he died.  I don't know if i explained that right but my friend died and i went to his funeral and mom called that day and i snapped.  Of course she doesnt know any of that sadness sappyness because she never bothers to call.  When she has minutes she calls my dad. Not me. 

Anyway, i feel loved which rare but i feel like the wrong people, sorry i mean person love me.  i just feel like my girlfriend and i clash too much to being in a relationship. We don't see eye to eye.  Everything we try to talk it turns into a fight. i just don't know.  

I'm kinda in a fight with her right now, she has been wanting to go on vacation with me since i've known her, i never agreed to it because she always lived in lala land. She still does i think she has grown up a little. Everytime i tried to plan though she blows me off.