Just some poetry

XX. Drown me

My thoughts are killing me.
I lay in the tub,
My mind racing.
Oh please just drown me,
I can barely see.
The water blurs my vision,
Just make the decision.
Oh please just drown me.
The thoughts just don't seem to stop.

My scars shimmer through,
Sparkling in the water.
Reminding me,
Of Who I used to be.

The thoughts race,
Faster and faster,
Almost endless.
My mind screams,
You're not good enough.
The one person you want to talk to,
You just annoy.
My mind is playing tricks,
At least I think.

Drown me,
Please be quick.
I don't think I can take it,
My mind is screaming.
It's all I can hear,
Please tell me I'm wrong.

Oh please just drown me,
I can't see; my life going much farther.