Just some poetry

XXXI. Social anxiety

Social anxiety,
One of the worst things.
My body shakes,
And I hate myself.
One little mistake,
And I replay it over and over.
I said the wrong thing,
I handed someone their coffee without realizing they needed to buy something else.
These thoughts burn my head,
And suffocate my thoughts.
My eyes burn from the tears,
My body is shaking.
No one will notice,
As I can't seem to speak.
My throat feels dry,
And I cant stop shaking.
My anxiety is taking over,
But I won't let it show.
Of fear that people won't believe me,
It's happened before.
These nights I can't sleep,
My mind has thoughts,
That aren't so happy,
And just don't stop.