XXV. Proud

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by sunrisetide

by sunrisetide

                                        
                                                  I am so proud of myself, 
For how far I have come. 
1 year and 7 months,
Since I've held that blade. 
My thoughts of death, 
No longer suffocate my head. 
I let myself open up,
And let people in.
I'm so proud of myself,
For letting you go. 
I realized tonight,
That it just wasn't right. 
I don't want to lose you,
In a friend kind of way.
But my feeling for you,
Have died away. 
I might not be happy with who i am,
But I'm proud of how far,
I made it through this life.
How much I've lifted myself up,
I'm okay with me.