LEFT MATELESS

IV

Standing there in front of my alpha I wait for him to acknowledge me. He doesnt look up from his paper work probably knowing its me from my scent. I say nothing and continue standing in front of him waiting on him to acknowledge me. "You know you had every right to fight and punish her but it should have been brought to me first. You shouldn't have took matters into your own hands that was not your place without my consent." Alpha Branden states. All i can do is reply with a " yes alpha." finally looking up at me he puts down his pen and the papers hes woking on and gives me his full attention saying " we have enough enimies outside the pack i have to deal with i dont need discord in the pack." "I understand alpha". I reply ready to hear my punishment and get this over with. His turn soft and i know then that my alpha is pitied me. I dont even need for him to say anything to me to know. Ive seen that look for the past two years now and im tired of it. I dont need their pity im making it on my own.

Alpha Branden then gets up from his chair and walk around his desk to stand in front of me. He looks me in the eye and says " 30 lashes by whip and a week in the cells. After your punishment has been served you can then hand done punishment to Elizabeth and Stephan." I dont even flinch when my punishment is told to me, I accept with a nod of head and say "when will me sentence be served". He looks at me and say " at sundown tonight. You will recieve the necessary supplies to clean and dress your wounds because as soon as your lashes have been given your going straight to cells for a week meaning youll het out next Sunday". "Yes Alpha". I reply. I wait to be dismissed and when I am I leave his office and go back home. I have till about 8 at night till i need to meet at the clearing for my punishment.

All day i do meaningless things. Buy new furniture, clean the house, go grocery shopping, and then when everythings done just sit in the house and watch tv. I look and see its 7. I know not to eat or ill end up throwing it all up. I change into my spandex shorts and a top thats halter and leaves my back wide openso my shirt wont have to riped off. I also rub my back in petroleum jelly to try to aleivaite the severity of the damaged to my skin. I take some pain pills in advance so I can handle the brunt of the pain. Knowing the warrior wont be kind with dishing out my lashes. By time i finish its 7:40, I walk out ky house to the clearing to see everyone there. They made an isle so i coukd get to the center to be chained to the pole staanding in the middle of the grounds. Once standing in the center i look to my right to see Elizabeth and Stephan laughing ang making jokes at me. When they notice that im looking at them they start throwing themselves at each other hoping to make me mad but i feel nothing. Ive completely shut off my emotions. Its better that way. I turn to the left and see all the high ranking wolves standing there. None of the pack knows my punishment so while the alpha gives a speak of why we're here and what my punishment is I tune him out.

When I come out my thoughts im tied up to the pole facing forward while my back is exposed to the pack and the head warior who was handing down my punishment. I hear him readying the whip and then bam it hits my skin but i make no sound. This goes on til the last strick. Once im untied I take the supplies given to me and walk to opening of the cells with gruads behind me. Really there just here to catch me if I fall. We make to the entrance and then go down to the cells. I walk to one in the back let a graud open it and i walk in and its shut and locked behind me.

A/N
Sorry about the late update. My grandmother passed suddenly and then 10 days later one of my cousins passed so ive been dealing with a lot of family stuff. Im happy to be back here with you all though