Forbidden Love

Chapter 5

Angela and I decided that we were going to drink the night away. We went to the brewery and got a thirty six pack of Bud Light and took it back to my apartment.  We dug out my i-pod which hasn’t been used in almost a month and hooked it up to the television and turned the music up as loud as we could without disturbing the neighbors.

It was about six o’ clock when we started drinking. By eight thirty when Carlie called me I was toasted.

“Hello beautiful!” I said into the phone.

“Hello Rae. What are you doing?” She asks.

“I’m getting my drink on. Why aren’t you here so I have someone to flirt with?” I ask clearly making an ass out of myself being drunk.

“I don’t think that would be a good idea Rae,” She says with irritation that I totally miss due to my mentality.

“Why not, you can drink with us,” I say my speech slurring.

Just then Angela who is nowhere near as drunk as I am grabs the phone off of me.

“Carlie? Hey don’t take offence to her she’s a little drunk right now,” She says into the phone.

They talk for a few minutes and I don’t really know or care what is being said. Eventually Angela hangs up my phone.

“Hey! I wasn’t done talking to her,” I say aggravated.

“You’re lucky I took the phone from you. She doesn’t sound very happy. She’s stopping over. She told me to give you a couple glasses of water before she gets here,” Angela says getting a glass and filling it with water from the sink.

I drink it. Then I get another and drink it. Then there is a knock on the door.

I don’t answer it.

Angela looks at me. “You going to get it or am I?” She asks.

“Maybe if we don’t answer it she’ll go away,” I say hoping that she does because I feel a little better after drinking some water.

There is a louder knock on the door.

“Fuck she’s not going away is she?” I ask standing up and inching toward the door.

She knocks again. The knock sounds angry. I go to grab the door knob but then stop and stand there looking at Angela with a look that says what do I do.

“Rae! Open the fucking door!” Carlie says loudly so that I can hear her.

I open the door and she bursts in.

“How dare you be so disrespectful towards me Rae?!” She hollers at me getting in my face.

I shrink back into the wall and she follows me still in my face. I am truly scared and want to curl into a ball and cry. I don’t like her being mad. She is very intimidating.

“I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking properly. Please don’t hate me,” I say feeling a tear run down my face.

Carlie instantly softens. She wipes the tear from my eye and wraps me in a hug. “Rae honey I could never hate you. I just don’t like being disrespected. Please don’t ever do that again,” She says soothing me.

“I’m sorry,” I say regaining control on my emotions though I still feel like shit.

“Wow, I feel the sudden need to leave the room,” Angela says making me smile and feel better.

I want another drink so I go to the fridge and get another beer. I grab one for Angela too. I then turn to Carlie and gesture to her if she wants one.

“What the hell why not,” She says and they both take their beers and we drink a few more.

I can feel them hitting me again, though I seem to have lost my set of balls that I grew earlier. We dance for a while and drink nearly the whole case between the three of us. Angela tells me that she is going to crash on my couch.

“Damn straight you are. You’re not going anywhere,” Carlie says. “I’m not even going anywhere and I’ve had half as much as you two have,” She adds.

“I think I’m ready for bed,” I declare.

“Me too,” Angela says flopping down on the couch.

I stumble into the bedroom and lay down. I feel like the world is spinning. A few minutes later Carlie comes in. I think that there is three of her. I tell her this and she laughs lying down beside me.

“I’m a little drunk Rae,” Carlie tells me.

“Me too,” I confirm.

I curl into her arms. She lifts my chin and kisses me. I moan into her. She runs her hands along my back and eases them into my shirt touching my skin causing it to ignite with pleasure. I lie down on top of her and kiss her touching her I maneuver under her clothes and touch her. She quickly and effortlessly grabs a hold of my waist and flips me over on my back and sits on top of me in one motion.

I ease her shirt off and unhook her bra. She slowly undresses me. I want to take her and I want to take her now. My logical brain is screaming at me to not do this. Yet my hormones are taking over and I can’t control it.

Carlie and I merge together to become one and end up screaming in ecstasy. I try very hard to keep quiet so that I don’t disturb Angela on the couch. But it is hard with the amount of pleasure that this woman is giving me.

We calm down and lie back down in bed together. Before I know it I am passed out and It feels like two minutes later when I am waking up and it’s bright as hell in my room and I am alone in bed.

I look around. Carlie’s clothes that were so carelessly tossed away last night are gone. Her phone is gone. I groan.

“Fuck me! What did I do!?” I shout.

“You fucked like rabbits last night! That’s what you did you crazy fucker!” Angela screams at me from the kitchen.

“Fuck  you Angela! Get the hell out of my house! I don’t want to deal with you right now! Get the fuck out!” I shout at her.

“You don’t mean that,” She hollers back.

I get out of bed and drag my ass to the kitchen. “Yes bitch I do! Get out now! I want to be alone! I feel like shit and I feel guilty! And I don’t think I’m going to be in class tonight,” I say literally removing Angela from my apartment.

I slam the door in her face. “You better have your ass in class tonight,” She hollers at the door.

I know that later on I will go to class no matter how awkward it will be, but right now I just want to die.

I cling to my phone all day hoping for a text or a phone call from Carlie letting me know that she isn’t mad at me.

Neither comes. So I am left to go to class and face the unknown.

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Uh oh. :) This could get ugly. :) I'm going to try to update again tomorrow. But I don't make any guarentees. I'm really into this story. Anyways vote, comment, read! Thanks! ~Kylee~