Jacob pov
"Why you keep bringing up old shit like I don't know what I did in my past!" I hit the wall creating a huge hole.
"Yeah right! Like you don't still fuck with that girl." she folded her arms.
"I can't stand You and this bullshit! You think your shit don't stink! Like you never did wrong! I just found out you was cheating on me less than five days ago but I'm the bad one!"
"I never said I didn't do any wrong and why you still on that? I said sorry!" She raised up her hands in anger.
"The same got damn reason You bringing up something that happened over a year ago! I said sorry too but you won't let it go!" I put my head against the wall beside the hole I created.
I was so pissed off that I could hurt that girl but I could never live with myself knowing I hit her. Its hard enough to live knowing the fact that I cheated on her and I thought we was moving forward but she just won't let go. She slept with that nigga who I still don't know five days ago but I'm over it. This is the reason I cheated in the first place because at first she use to always accuse me of cheating just because I came home ten minutes late. I know right bullshit, but I was still loyal until she humiliated me in front of my family. She told my mom and dad that they raised the biggest hoe in the country and that they should be ashamed of themselves. That day I had to keep my mama from whopping her ass then I had to explain to them why she told them that. After she pulled that little stunt I started cheating for real and I was gonna leave her at the time but I just couldn't because I would think of when we first met but I'll be damn if I sit here and listen to this all over again...
Once I came back to my senses I realized that she was still fussing and then I let everything go.
"Shut the fuck up! I'm tired of hearing your spoiled ass complain! Get the fuck out my house and live with that nigga you been handing pussy too!" I ran to what use to be our room and grabbed at her stuff but she pulled my arm.
"No Jacob! Wait! We can work this out, it don't have to go that far!" She held on to my arm.
"Nah I've had it with your decitiful ass! You've disrespected my parents, and me for the last time! I never thought I would say this but Mia we're done and I want you out of my face! Because I don't feel the love between us anymore. You say you love me but you don't show it and you always get in my face about that girl that I haven't even seen in over a year. I try to tell you and show you that you don't have to compete with these others girl for my love but you choose to and when you feel you ain't winning you blame me. I feel you need time to grow up and be able to put the past behind you before we can move forward in this relationship." I put her head against mine feeling her pain.
Mia pov
I really fucked up this time. Jacob is leaving me and there's nothing I can do about it. I can't blame nobody but myself. I was always fussing at him even when he did nothing and he would sit there and take it. Now that I think about it everything he said was true. I did drive him to cheat and I did blame him for my insecurities and worst of all I disrespected him and his family but he stuck by me. He's right I do need to grow up and learn to forgive in order to move forward. No doubt I'm loosing the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't argue with what's true and what's true is that I treated him like shit and never said sorry...
I lifted my head up and looked him deep in his eyes.
"Jacob... I know I should have said this a long long time ago but Jacob I'm sorry and I know that this won't change your decision and I totally agree but I still need you to know that your the love of my life and no matter happens between us no one or anything can change my feelings for you and baby just know that I'm gonna change and not just for you but for me too."
There was a silence between us before we hugged. Jay decided that I could still live with him since I wouldn't have no where else to go but I sleep in the guess room. He made it clear that we were strictly friends until I got myself in check. I love my baby and this is just a new beginning for us...
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FanfictionMia and Jacob Latimore will take a journey through love and war, happiness and hate. It's up to them weather their love is strong enough to hold