I Saved Blondie's Life, And I'm Trying Not to Take It

What Have I Done?

Jocelyn's POV

I feel bad for how I treated Liam. It's just that he made me so mad. I know he did what he did for us, but it was just so reckless. He could've died, and soon he's going to wish he did. We make being what we are look easy, but trust me its not.

No male vampire went without killing a human. Yes that means Niall had killed before. He beats himself up for it every night. Jillian is the only reason he's still functioning. It's probably going to take days or even weeks for Liam to control his thirst. It took months for me. The hospital didn't have blood for weeks because of me. People needed that blood but I took it.

"Hey can we go home? I need to talk to Liam."

"Sure lil' sis."

*

When we get home Liam wasn't there, but a letter was. A letter that broke my heart.

'I'm going out, but it's not like you care. Btw if a human dies tonight, I want you to know its all of you guys' fault."

"Guys we need to split up and look for him. This is really bad."

*

It's been hours and we still haven't found him. We checked every club, warehouse, and alley there is. Wait a minute! We didn't check the alley by the library.

"Jill come on. I think I know where he is."

Liam's POV

When I come to my senses, what I see looks terrible. There are pieces of human bodies everywhere. Man, women, even a little girl. She just wanted her mommy, but instead she got a monster. What have I done? Jocie is going to hate me. The letter I left! Oh my gosh what have I done?! I need to clean this up and go someplace where I can't hurt anybody.

Jocelyn's POV

When we get to the alley we see Liam sobbing while putting human limbs in garbage bags.

"Oh my gosh!"

"Jocie? Jocie I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened. When you left I got mad and everything is a blur after that. I do remember the letter. I'm so sorry. I'm a monster I have to leave." He said.

"Leave, you can't leave. We have to help you with this and the boys need you. I need to apologize too. The way I treated you was unacceptable. You did this so we could be together and I appreciate it but this will not be an easy journey."

"I'm so sorry Jocie."

"Come here." And we hugged while he cried on my shoulder.