Kilgrave's Desire

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Kilgrave saw through my disguise...I figured if he was so focused on my normal hair color he wouldn't have thought that a brown haired girl could be out of the ordinary. We talked to a parked SUV around the corner from the Hershey store where a man in a suit waited. The tall well-built man has to be his mental slave. The man opens the door and Kilgrave ordered me to climb in and as I did he followed, our skin not breaking contact for even a milisecond.

God I just want to run but my body will not comply. It's like my body doesn't belong to me anymore it listens to him, so my body is his. That sounds totally sick and perverted on so many levels no amont of therapy will help me. I scoot to the right rear passengers side of the car while Kilgrave sits directly behind his chauffeur. I laid my head back against the headrest and looked out the tinted window at life continuing on as if nothing had happened. Life goes on when he gets what he wants, I'm afraid to see what happens when he doesn't get what he wants.

"What's your address?" the driver asks me as he pulls out onto the side street avoiding the busy midday traffic.

"Wouldn't you like to know," I snap as I narrow my eyes at him. His emerald eyes meet mine they don't hold the usual hazy glazed over mindless zombie stare they all usually have under Kilgrave's control. Wait...is he willingly helping him?

"He works for me he is my body guard and now he is yours too," Kilgrave teases with a smile his thumb tracing circles on the back of my left hand. God I want to yank it away and smack him with it. Will the body guard protect me from you? "Tell him where you live my love."

God that petname. I want to vamoit all over these expensive leather seats. I close my eyes as I focus on preventing myself from responding. I need to fight it. Do not tell him. He is a monster.

"We just need to get you some of your amenities before we depart," he confirms as the reason to why I was being asked.

"Where are we going?" I croak without looking at him.

"Look at me Melody," his velvet voice coaxed. Involuntarily my head moved so I'm looking at him face to face. His eyes are pleading like he is trying to meet me half way but I know this is part of his stupid revenge sceem from what I did to him a few days ago. "Tell me what your address is, now."

I open my mouth and without any ability to prevent myself from spilling it I reply with a year building in my eyes. "1560 Lexington ave. It's eight blocks away."

"See that wasn't so bad," he smiled as the driver turned down the street and headed for my home. Note to self I need to fucking move. I turn my head away from looking at this purple jerk and back out the window the tears that welled in my eyes finally streaming down my face. At least I can willingly cry. So even if I can't say what I feel when he is around he can at least see it and see he is a prick and doesn't deserve me or my attention.

We pulled up outside my building and Kilgrave snatched my keys from me and handed them off to his driver who left to raid my place. He closed the door leaving me alone with....him.

"Melody were you surprised?" Kilgrave asked with an amused smile. I look back at him with a raised eyebrow. "Were you surprised that I recognized you?" I don't answer I just wait for him to continue since I figured he is so pigheaded and arrogant that he will continue to gloat. " I have to admit I wasn't sure if it was you. You know the whole new hair color and all...which is nice I admit it... it's stunning really,"

"Go to hell," I moan as a tear falls down my face. Without a second thought he reached out and wiped the year away the warmth from his fingers lingering on my face.

"Shush now don't cry, we will be home soon,"

"This is kidnapping..." I challenge as I sit up to make myself look taller and self confident.

"No it isn't you wanted to live with me and you're excited that we can live together now," he retorts without a second thought. Oh hell no! Get the hell out of my head!

"I'm excited to live with you finally," my voice replies mindlessly. God I want to be sick.

"Good...Melody you look tired why don't you take a nap...come, you can lay your head on my lap and I'll keep you safe,"

Um no you British prick...I want to scream and run and create a tornado to carry your psycho ass off to another place like Oz. You can manipulate munchkins and the witch...stop manipulating me!

I realize that I am laying down in the backseat of the car just as the driver returns with two travel suitcases of my things. Kilgrave places his right arm over my shoulder so his hand is playing with my hair. That motion along is a deadly weapon against any girl.

My eyes start to droop in defeat as the driver climbs back into the car. I listen to the driver ask for the next destination and Kilgrave simply replies, "home." As we start moving I fall deeper and deeper into a deep unfathomable darkness. Kilgrave's steady breathing and gentle beating heart putting me to sleep.

I wake up a few hours later in a king sized memory foam bed. I look at my surroundings, expensive Italian furniture, a large skylight. I am not home....I sit up immediately and look around the sky blue room. Where the hell? I look down and notice I am not in my clothes I was wearing earlier. My hoodie, jeans and sneakers are discarded on the loveseat with my two empty suitcases. I am now in a purple silk tanktop and black silk pajama bottoms. Someone changed me. Kilgrave undressed me?!

I felt the sensation of blood rushing to my cheeks at the thought of that man using his delicate hands to undress me. The idea of us touching skin to skin.....no no no! Stop it! This is crazy...I'm not falling for him...he tricked me twice..he kidnapped me...he used his manipulation to get me to say and do as he requested...this is so wrong!

I climb out of bed the silk bottoms grazing my bare legs underneath with each step and movement I make. The fabric itself makes my skin crawl like the feeling of having your legs freshly shaven. I open the bedroom door and look down the hall. I hear the sound of the television on down the hall. Quietly I walk down the hard
Wood floor the gray walls illuminating how I feel inside. As I walk further down the hall I start to hear his voice.

"Is she still asleep?"

"Yes, sir,"

"I'll wake her up in a bit, poor thing is nackered," his voice annouces.

I turn the corner and see the back of his head. He is watching soccer on the television. I cannot see the body guard but he is somewhere nearby. I look to my left and see a stunning kitchen but past that is the door to the backyard and evidently,my freedom.

I quietly stuck again the wall my mind is going fuzzy due to the proximity of Kilgrave. I walk along the wall glancing back as he is yelling at the television. My heart pounds violently like a caged animal. I carefully walk forward getting closer to the door. I take a step and the floorboard beneath me squeaks in an agonizing groan. Fuck!

"Good morning, Melody," he greets from behind me. I turn around and face him. He is standing up with his hands in his pockets as he cocks his head to the side full of curiosity. " I was watching you try to sneak out..."

"How you were watching the game," I question.

He points to the mirror that is hanging length wise to the right of the television. That bastard was watching me....I didn't notice that mirror....God dammit!

"Come here love," he orders

Unwillingly I follow his directions and walk around the wraparound sofa and stand in front of him. He looks me up and down and instinctively I wrap my arms around my chest. I feel so exposed before him.

"Silks suit you," he smirks.

I'm going to smack that smirk of your face!

"Did you undress me?" I ask as I purse my lips my eyes narrowing.

" I did but im not an animal necrophilia is not my thing," he scoffs. "Come." he hold his arms out waiting for an embrace.

Without the ability to fight him off I wrap my arms around him as he wraps his around me. His chin resting on the stop of my head. I'm screaming on the inside trying to fight off this fog that his presence causes.

"You want to kiss me," he whispers in my ear.