Finally Safe

Pain

(Ja'Kaylon)
I woke up in soooooooooo much pain. I just want to be pain free. I wanna be alone where there is no one to hurt me. It hurts too much!!!!

"Uuuuhhhhh" I couldn't talk

I was shaking my head as tears ran down my face. I knew he broke my ribs and nose but wtf is up with my jaw and forearm.

"Hey Ms. Good" a doctor came in

"Uhhhhh" was all I could say

"Well do you think you could talk" he said

I shook my head no and prayed to God that he would make the pain go away.

"Are you in any pain" he said

I nodded and he left. It was quiet until he came back.

"So this is a non drowsy pain killer" he gave me that and some water

Within 10minutes the pain eased up. I just sat there. I feel like shit!!!

I'm now so uncomfortable with my body. It hurts worst that I thought he loved me once.

I let the tears fall as I thought about how discussed I am at myself.

I slowly rolled over as I gaged. I have to throw up. I can't take this. I then threw up in the trash can next to my bed. I slowly pressed the nurse button.

A nurse came and cleaned everything. I was ashamed of myself. And my thighs hurt too!!!!

I stared off into the ceiling as someone came in. I didn't even bother to look at them.

"I see your woke baby girl" I knew who it was

I didn't say anything. I just looked around. I honestly didn't want him to see me. I just wanna crawl in a hole and die.

"Will you look at me" he said

I just sat there and a few tears escaped. He wiped them and kissed my forehead.

"Its okay"

"Nommmm" I tried to say no its not but my jaw is wired shut

"Shhh"

I just cried until I fell asleep. I was tired as can be from crying.

(Cardea)
I know she's hurting. All I can do is be there for her or leave. I choose to be there.

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Man...hard times for Jay but we will have to see if its gonna get better.

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