Abandoned

Make a Decision

Savanna POV

"Demi..." I say walking into her bedroom. Her and Kaiser are both sitting up in bed on their cell phones. I laugh. "You guys are goals." I say jokingly.

"Ha ha." She says sarcastically. "What's up?"

"I need your help with something... Both of you." I say looking a Kaiser too.

"Okay..." Demi say's telling me to keep going.

"So... I know I need to make a decision about the baby soon since she'll be here soon... I think I figured out what I want to do... But I don't know how i'm gonna do it... And I don't know how I'm going to get Ian to agree to it."

"You want to give her up for adoption?" Demi asks.

"I don't know... I think so. I just don't want to tell somebody they can have my baby and then once I see her and hold her for the first time, I change my mind and physically and emotionally cannot hand her over."

"If you were to do this, it will definitely be the hardest thing you have ever done. It was worse for me to give you and your brother up than it was to go through the hours of labor that I went through. But by doing that, I was able to help myself and grow as a person before taking on the responsibility of a another human being. No matter what you decide to do, there is a good and bad to every decision. You need to weigh it out and figure out what's better for you."

"What do you think I should do?"

"Why don't you text Ian and ask him to come over tomorrow. He can bring his parents if he wants and we can figure this out together. You guy's are not alone in this but we need to make a decision. Whoever gets the baby whether it be you and Ian, or someone else, you need to prepare for it. We have nothing here if we were to keep her, no diapers, no crib... We need to figure this out... Okay?"

"Okay." I say nodding and grabbing my phone.

"Hey Ian. Can you come over tomorrow? We need to talk."

I wait for his response while Demi show's me pictures of Aaron and I that she has from when she was pregnant and in the hospital.

"You weren't that big." I say considering she was pregnant with twins.

"I was also anorexic." She says. "This was me pregnant with Bentley." She says. I smile at how much healthier and happier she looks.

After awhile my phone dings with Ian's response.

"Okay."

"What a douche. He makes me wait like an hour for a response and then says okay..." Demi and Kaiser laugh.

"It's not funny." I say laughing too.

Bentley soon walks in with tears running down his face.

"What's wrong pumpkin butt?" Demi asks picking him up. ""Did you have a bad dream?" He nods.

"Bentley..." I say getting his attention. "Wanna come lay down with me in my room? I'll put the Spongebob movie on." I say. He reaches out for me and I pick him up.

"Ya'll should put the phones up for the night." I say to them winking before I walk out.

I get into my room and lay Bentley on the bed.

"Should we go get Ava?" I ask. He nods and jumps off the bed before running to get Ava. They both come in with their blankies and a stuffed animal each before getting on my bed. I put in the movie and lay down, each one on a different side.

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"Thanks for coming." I say opening the door to Ian the next morning. "Are your parents coming?" I ask.