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luke hemmings

"So any plans for the future?" I smiled, letting out a little chuckle and simply stated that we were in the midst of making more music, an album and then planning a tour, the things that they wanted to hear. No one in the industry cared about anything apart from songs, album, tours, break ups and hiatuses, you learnt that pretty fast.

"Well we have been talking about a worldwide tour soon, coming soon after the release of my first studio album, I Love You."

"And when can we expect that?" I shrugged in response, stating that I wasn't sure of the exact date but sometime soon when in reality I was planning on getting it out as soon as possible, so probably two to four months or so at the rate it was going, maybe later.

The interview soon finished and I preformed my song single before departing from the studio and going back to record some music. I pulled out my phone and decided to check out Instagram, I snapped a simply photo of me with my tongue out, decided not to put a filter on it and captioned it, "another day full of interviews before going back to the studio. let the good times roll." before posting it and immediately it got likes and comments.

Clicking on my notifications I noticed that everyone was talking about a photo I had liked last night, and clicking on it I remembered it being his Instagram. It was probably a mistake liking that specific photo because from the comments I could see people saying that him and I had gone on a date, which wasn't the case. And in any case I had Kayleigh, why would I be on a date with someone else?

Unless it was a double date or something.

Who knows?

With a sigh I clicked onto my feed and began scrolling, nothing interesting was happening and I was liking random photos. I was about to exit out of the app and try Twitter until I came across a photo from his profile of him and another man, with the man kissing his cheek and him grinning happily, which made my happy mood go straight out the window.

I exited the app and turned off my phone, staring out the window as the car pulled into the studio, waking past the paparazzi and inside, where when the door closed, someone was soon escorting me to the room where I would be spending the rest of the day and the screams and shouts faded into basically nothing.

As the door closed behind me I sighed and looked around the room, smiling when I saw Kayleigh sitting in the room on her phone, not really paying attention to anything but that was the usual, "Hey babe, how long have you been in here?" Kayleigh looked up from her phone, taking out her headphones as she stood and grinned, walking over to me and giving me a small kiss, "Not too long, I was thinking of saving you from the misery of writing just for today."

She lead me out the door and once again we were outside in the masses, yet everyone had gone and it was basically just us, I spun her around once on the concrete, her black vans scuffing on the ruggedness of the ground as she let out a laugh, smiling at me as I pulled her in and under my shoulder with one arm so it was like there was no space between us.

God damn I loved this girl.

"So where are we going?" She shrugged and we got into her car, and soon after we were just on the road to home. As we pulled up to our flat I found myself more relaxed, less stressed, this is what home was meant to be.

A place to unwind and relax. A place to feel safe in. Even with all of my troubles, my home and Kayleigh made me feel safe. It was one of the reasons my heart beated an extra beat faster when I saw her.

We got out of the car and went inside, me being me I went and got a drink of water as she went to the room to go charge her phone, finding me on the couch just sitting, resting. I had my eyes closed and hands resting over my eyes, I had never realised just how exhausted all this thinking made me.

I jumped a little when I felt her sit in my lap and cuddle onto me, I moved my hands from my face to wrap them around her waist and pull her closer to me, "So what're you wanting to do today Mr Superstar?" I sighed and let my face rest on her back, inhaling the smell of her strawberry shampoo, one of the smells that made me feel extra calm.

"Can we just like... Sleep?"

"Of course babe, c'mon." We both got up and got into our pyjamas, which was basically just my boxers and her underwear because it was still warm outside. We got under the covers and cuddle close together, her facing me and one of my arms slung over her, the other under my pillow as basically second hand support for my head, I couldn't sleep unless my arm was like that.

Kayleigh cuddled closer to me and I couldn't help but kiss her forehead, "I love you so much, you are my anchor." She mumbled something along the lines of the same thing, apart from me being her ocean.

We used those a lot to express our love, as in she was the thing that stopped me from letting the fame get to my head and kept me stable and I was her safety net, the thing that kept her safe and basically in one place.

As I drifted off to sleep I went with a smile as I felt her shuffle closer to me,

God I loved this girl.

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