Fairy Tail Camping (Nalu, Gale, Gruvia, Jerza, Miraxus, ect)

20: Not Okay

*Lucy's POV*

IN THE NIGHT: PART TWO

I am very afraid. Not only because Natsu is most likely going to stalk into my tent again. But because I'm anticipating it- I feel almost....excited about it ... This scares me. Yesterday I woke up alone. And that was fine by me. It just so happened that I slept undisturbed the entire night and had no mishaps, or signals that Natsu was in my tent. Other than the fact that I was very warm. Which leads me to believe that he was there.
I shouldn't have even thought otherwise.
I slink over to my shitty thing of a tent and try to enclose myself inside. It still only half works, and still only half shields me from the god forsaken rain. I layer myself in clothes and blankets and curl up onto my half deflated air-mattress.
"Why is it raining so much!?" I yell quietly.
Ughhh. Now I'm going to be bored. I can't sleep. I'm not tired.
Oh I have an idea!!
I grab my keys and pull one out, waving my arm I chant,
"Open gate of the Sea Goat!! Capricorn!!"
The finely dressed goat-man materializes in front of me, his hand across his chest and upon his heart.
"Good evening Lady Luucy, how may I assist youuu?" He asks.
I shimmy my blankets up to my chin and sigh.
"I am having trouble falling asleep. If you don't mind, I'd like to listen to some of your poetry. The beauty and elegance might soothe my mind and help me to sleep." I say as nicely as I can.
I'm honestly just hoping it'll bore me enough that I pass out .
He smiles and pulls out his little pocket book and opens to a page.
"Why certainly, I'll gladly obliiidge." He says. He clears his throat and sits criss-cross on the floor at my feet.
"Oh dearest horiiizon, you gleam in the brightest of wayyys. My soul sings in symphonies of your glorious dayys. Upon the hour of judgement when paaassed, you bring forth the simplicity of colors maaasked."
That was all it took. I was out. I think he left the moment my snores were loud enough to hear, which was pretty soon after he finished the first poem. It was better once the soft rain started falling, that helps me sleep sometimes. And so now. I'm sleeping.

Wait. No, I'm not. I'm wide awake. That fell-asleep-cuz-of-poetry-thing only lasted a half an hour, at the most. So I lay, freezing, listening to the rain.
I look around the tent, trying to envision how much better it would be with a fully functional door. I'd be sleeping right now, that's for sure. I go over the same song that I've had stuck in my head all day about a thousand times- well just the verses that are stuck at least.
"Fairy, where are you going?" I sing quietly. "Don't say goodbye."
I sigh.
This is boring.
I counted to 100 in English, Spanish, and Maridisian. (That weird language that Levy knows) I'd considered grabbing my other book to read, but I haven't even started it yet, and I'm not too motivated anyway. Plus that would mean I'd have to get up out of my blankets, and that's not going to happen.
I try breathing at a rythm, that sometimes gets me to fall asleep.
NOTHING'S WORKING.
Maybe this is a good thing! The more crap I do, the more tired I'll get! Right?
I hope so.
The sound if a tent door unzipping sounds from beside my tent. Oh no. It's Natsu, he's going to come in here. Oh no. What should I do! I can't pretend I'm sleeping forever! But he can't know in awake either! Footsteps pitter-patter around the camp, I hear mumbles and grumbles too. It's definitely Natsu, but what is he doing? I sit up and lean towards all the noise. A loud bang sounds followed by a string of whispered curses. Haha. Dumbass. Natsu walks around for a little bit, then makes his way back over to our tents. I quickly and quietly slam my body back down and shut my eyes.
The elastic rustles at the door of my tent.
He's coming in.
Ohhhh no.
I try to maintain my breathing and slow my pulsing heart rate. I was freaking out. I hear his feet hit the inside of the tent and more rustling of the door. My back is facing him, can I risk turning around to see what he's doing? I can't. Do it. No. You're curiosity is going to get the better of you anyway! Fine dammit! I slowly lift up my back and turn my head over my shoulder, freezing in place anytime the sound stops, even for a millisecond. I dart my eyes over to him, he's trying to secure the door closed, like 100% closed. He takes a couple safety pins out of from in between his fangs and pins the door shut in several places.
Why didn't I think of that!?
He pins the last one and fixes the elastic again. That's all I got, I put my head back down and shut my eyes. Just please, let nothing bad or weird happen...
Natsu let's out a sigh, a laugh caught in the middle of it.
Oh shit. Really.
I hear him moving around and messing with stuff.
I open my eyes for a second, but of course, I see nothing. It's pitch fricken black in here now that the door's shut.. That's wonderful.
The noise stops and I can hear him walk towards me, something drapes across my body, something very warm. Oh my god, is this really his blanket? Then I feel the opposite side of the mattress press in, sending my body slightly upward due to the change in pressure. My cocoon of blankets is breached, and hands slither around my body. I'm on my side, my arms tucked in by my stomach. Natsu grabs my side and uses it to push himself foreword and up against my back. Son of a BITCH HE'S WARM. I feel the moment the goosebumps start to form in my arms and legs. Natsu wraps the blankets around both of us, and holds his arms around my waist, ever so slowly pulling me towards him.
I never thought I would ever get into this situation.
Ever.
And by this point, my face is on fire. It's probably glowing red. Natsu takes a deep breath and relaxes. Okay, so now he's situated. But what do I do? Wait- should I be snoring right now? If I'm sleeping then I'd be snoring. And wouldn't I be like drooling or something? Could Natsu already know that I'm awake?!
No, calm down, there's no way. He can't possibly know.
He breaths out, pushing a couple strands of my hair onto my face.
DAMMIT. That's the worst possible thing that could happen right now. And I can't even do anything about it! Ughhh!
Well, at least I'm warm
Natsu's hands move around and settle on my arms. He gently strokes my arms with his fingers. I get chills down my spine, and my body impulsively vibrates. His hands stop and he moves his head right up to my ear.
"I know you're awake." He whispers.
Shit. Dammit, crap, why? No no no no no no NO NO NO.
Just don't move, act natural, as if he didn't say anything. Ignore it. Keep breathing.
My body tenses.
Oh no.
He rubs his feet against mine, sighing and hugging me tight.
I'd like to ask him why he's doing this to me. But then it could get really awkward, really fast. So I'm good. But SERIOUSLY. WHY.
He takes in another deep breath.
"Fairy, where are you going?" He sings quietly.
Oh my Mavis. Did that really just happen. Did I hear that correctly. Did I hear it at all?!
"Don't say goodbye..."
It happened, it was real.
I'm not imagining it. Natsu Dragneel just sang- SANG.
TO ME.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
WITH ME.
IN MY TENT.
ALONE.
I don't even know what to think anymore. I have no idea what's going to happen. His voice seemed kinda strange though. I just wonder why it is that he never shows any of these feelings throughout the day. He's always being sassy and throwing insults like there's no tomorrow. But in the evening, he thinks it's okay to do this?!
Is it okay?!!?
He hasn't done anything bad by any means.
It's not like he's being obnoxious either.
He's helping me actually.
So... I guess it is okay.
For now at least.
What I want to know now, is what it was that he got from outside and brought in here. It's probably food, but then agin, you never know with Natsu.
But I do know that I like him. And he likes me. But this is just weird. I need to do something. I could turn around and see what happens....? I could try speaking..? Moving..? Ughhh.
This is difficult.
Natsu takes in a deep breath and unravels his arms from me and sits up. What is he doing. I try to look as natural as I can, turning so that I'm on my back and my legs are more straightened out. I move my arms up near my head. I fight to keep my breathing even. His legs move away from me and I can't feel him at all. I don't know where he is.
WHAT IS HE DOING!
I hear movement and his breathing- it was heavier and seemed... Dark.
I then feel pressure on the blanket near the sides of my waist.
Oh shit
His hands press against mine and weighs them down.
I'm pinned.
FUCKKKKKK.
"Lucy..." Natsu whispers slowly and darkly.
This can't be happening.
Why is this happening.
He locks our fingers together and moves his knees against my waist. There's no way I can escape.
His forehead taps mine and our noses connect, his breathing becoming faster.
I have to do something!!! I intentionally fan my legs out and dig my head into the pillow next to me, shielding my face. Natsu about growls and shimmies his knees up by my torso, before gently setting himself atop my stomach. It felt like almost nothing. I swear I could've thought that Plue was the one sitting on me- not a DragonSlayer.
But this just got really weird.
His hands, still holding tight to mine, press harder into the pillows. I feel his hair brushing against my face.
"Don't think you can hide from me.." He slurs.
I slowly breathe in.
I smell alcohol.
Oh my god he's drunk.
This is even worse.
He's not going to-
His nose runs along the side of my face.
"Smells nice...." He mumbles, breathing out a rancid wave of booze-breath.
I knew there was something off about him!
Was that what he brought in here?!
How could I have not known!!
He uses his head to push mine back to face him.
"Look at me with those pretty eyes of yours..." He gurgles. " I know you're awake Lucy-Luu."
NOT GOOD.
If he's drunk he won't remember this by tomorrow right?! So I can intervene?! I'm going to do it.
I slowly open my eyes to a blush-stricken, drunken, very dangerous looking Natsu Dragneel.
He has a smirk plastered on his face.
"There you are...." He says, staring down at me.
"Natsu what are you- "
He slammed his lips onto mine and kisses me passionately. His hands tightening within my palms, and neither of us breathing.
He gently backs off and heaves out a breath.
"Shhhhhh." He slurs.

OH MY GOD

OH
MY
GOD

OH

MY

GOD

HE. KISSED. ME.
ON. THE. MOUTH.
OH. MY. GOD.

He laughs, and hangs his head so it lays on my forehead. I'm shocked.
LEAVE NOW.
GET AWAY.
"G-get of-ff.." I say weakly.
He picks up his head and looks down at me.
"What?" He says.
"Get off!" I say more with more power.
I try to free my arms, but he's pressing onto them too hard- it almost hurts. I move my body back and forth, trying to throw him off.
His eyes go wide and he almost looks irritated.
"L-Lucy, why are you? I th-thought that-"
"Natsu get off of me! You're drunk, and you don't know what you are doing!" I yell-whisper.
He goes from irritated, to a smile back on his face.
"I know what I'm doing..." He says as he leans in towards my face again.
Not this time!!
I violently jerk my face away and kick my leg up to hit him in the back. He flinches in pain and glares at me, his facial expression almost saying rage.
Oh no.
Note to self: never piss off a drunk DragonSlayer.
His grip looses from my hands and I pry them free. I push him off my chest and scramble away. He sways backwards and whips his head to face me. He was mad now.
"You're going to regret.... That." He growls, almost losing his balance as he stands up.
THINK THINK THINK!!!
I can knock him out, I can try running, calling for help? No. What do I do?!?! Spirits??? That'd be loud, and I don't want to wake everyone up. C'mon!! I can handle this! Just calm down.
"Fairy, where are you going?" Natsu slur-sings, in a dark tone. He takes a step towards me and waivers to the left. He almost goes down.
Don't drunks normally pass out?
Just figure out how to do that and I'll be good. I look around the tent. I can't really see anything other than the outlines of my bags, the mattress, and an increasingly flustered Natsu.
I quickly rummage through the bags, trying to figure out if I can use anything to take him out.

I can hear him taking wobbly steps towards me and mumbling random words. Hurry, hurry!
I struggle to zip open a side pocket when hands grab my shoulders and I'm pulled backwards. Next thing I know, I'm slammed onto the air mattress and Natsu has his lips pressed against mine.
Son of A BITCH!!
I flail my arms and legs, but he holds strong, his hands in my hair and cupping my face.
I push him back and he breaths out, falling on top of me.
"Goodnight..." He whispers.
He's out.
And I'm done.
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*So this took a pretty violent turn... I'm not really sure how to feel about this chapter, I hope you guys are okay with it. Let me know if you have any problems with it.
*sucks in a huge breath*
NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU*
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