HS: "Am I still going to be a father?" (2018)

6

Harry's P.O.V.

"Mr. Styles?"

"Yes. It's me. How is she, doctor?"

"Miss Martins is in the ICU. We were able to control the bleeding and she is looking good. But we sill need to keep and eye on her" I feel relieved.

"And the baby, doctor?" I nervously ask.

"There was a placental abruption and that is what caused the internal bleeding. Though it is not very common for this to happen so far along in the pregnancy, anything could have caused this misplacement, but once it happens only in very rare cases the baby survives. Which unfortunately was the case Mr. Styles, I'm sorry, but the baby didn't make it." I crumble. 

I am physically and emotionally knackered. Liam and Niall hold me up with a hand on my hip each and sit me on the nearest couch.

"You should rest Mr. Styles. Have you eaten? Mariana is still unconscious in the ICU and she will be for the next few hours since we are keeping a close eye on her. You should eat and get some sleep so you can be okay when she wakes up. Now, when she does, do you want me to..."

"No... I'll tell her... I'll tell her..."

"Alright, lay down and rest and when she wakes up I'll call you. Then I can explain you both in depth what happened." the doctor said as he left the room.

Lou got me a sandwich from the vending machine downstairs and I laid down on the hospital bed that was in the room. 

I'm about to fall asleep. Into a deep sleep. And I'm thinking a million different thoughts. 

I'm thinking about Mariana and the baby:

How is she going to take it? 

She was almost 7 months pregnant...

We wanted the baby's sex to be surprise and now I don't even know if it was a boy or a girl... 

I need to tell my mom and my family, and her family as well. 

I doubt that she would want to talk about it. 

We have never had this kind of drama in our lives with each other. 

How is it going to be? 

I hope it doesn't change things too much... 

The press... 

Shit! 

They are going to be all over it... 

A hashtag will probably trend for a while to show support, and the news will be all about this... 

Specially with the concert having been cancelled half way through...

Even if we want to forget it and move on, it is going to be hard with everyone you see on the street asking you how you are... 

And in the interviews... 

Damn...

My head hurts from crying and I feel my eyes getting heavier by the second and shutting close. The last thing I think about before falling asleep is: I'm not going to be a father anymore...

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