Until Your Heart Craves In (Chris Motionless/Joshua Balz FF)

Chapter Twelve (Axelia/ Balz)

~Alexia~

Balz and I were walking hand in hand keeping an eye on the hyper children. "Guys lighten up." she whined at us. We looked at her "We'll try" I told her as she giggled, "OOO Chris lookie" she said and pointed to the acrobatic people. He chuckled and held on to her. We paid for tickets and went inside. Layla, Chris, and Ricky sat in front of us while Balz and I sat behind them. "I'm so excited!" My sister said while bouncing. I patted her head like a dog, she glared at me and I raised an eyebrow. "No touchy the hair or I will mess yours up so bad you won't tell you hair between your eyebrows!" I started to laugh "sis that didn't make sense." I said, "Fine I'll shave them both." I took my hand away immediately as she giggled. "your evil!" I yelled and she got on her knees on the seat. "Am I?" she asked me as I stuck my tongue at her and she grabbed it. "Et oo!" I squealed while Balz was gonna slap her hand away. She retracted her hand back and sat down. "What was that" Balz mumbled and I kissed him as I heard a gag and a chuckle.

The show started and the three of them were hyper as hell. I was grumbling and mumbling about how they were annoying me. My sister turned around and looked at me, "Be happy it's the freaking circus" I sighed and she sighed in return and kicked Ricky, who hit Chris, "What was that for?" Ricky yelled quietly, "You kicked me!" "Did Not!" "Did too!" she giggled and gasped "CLOWNS!". After the show was done, Layla was tired from being hyper, I sighed in relief, "We going home?" "No, stopping at McDonalds first" we all piled in the car, we stopped and ate. When we got home the rest of the guys were there in the living room. "Hey some one needs to go shopping for food and stuff" Ryan said. "Axe and I will go" Balz said looking at me, I nodded and went up stairs. "sis?" I said and she looked at me "Balz and I need to go shopping for the house okay?" she nodded and walked with me to the living room.

When we got in Ryan, Ricky, Devin, Josh, and Brandon stared at her. "Do I look that bad" she whispered as Chris got up and hugged her, he mumbled something and she pushed him away. "I'm just going to bed." I was about to say something but she left to quickly. I was upset that she was the one that got beaten up and not me. I was about to cry but Balz an I left the house. We  got in the car and drove off. I looked out of the window not saying anything.

~Balz~

I grabbed Axe hand while I was driving. She was looking out her window not saying a word. I pulled into Walmart and parked. "Axe are you okay babe" I asked her. She shook her head and started to cry. I moved the seat back more, unbuckled, I unblocked her and gently pulled her to me. "Shhh it's okay" I whispered to her as I kissed her cheek. "No it's not Josh, I let her take the beat, she told me to wait in the car and I did. I feel selfish for letting her get beat up. She didn't deserved this, I'm her older sister and I need to protect her and I didn't" I cried in his chest, he rubbed my back. "you weren't being selfish, you just did what she told you to do, and your right nobody deserved to get beaten by their parents. Axelia you do protect her and she protects you that's how you two work." I told her "She loves you very much and do anything to protect you" I kissed her cheek. "Really?" sniffing he nose. I chuckled "Really." I tucked my finger under her chin and looked at her in the eye's. I smiled and kissed her. "I love you Axelia May" "I love you too Joshua Joseph" I opened the car door and hold her tight while I got out. We went inside, got a buggy and started shopping for things. After that was done we went home put them away and went to sleep.

~Axelia~

I woke up to Balz nibbling on my ear. "Good Morning Beautiful" I looked at the time and saw six- twenty. "Why are you up so early" I mumbled, "Cause I want to see my beautiful girl meditate, you look every peaceful when you do meditate" I giggled and sat up I saw he was all ready dressed. "Would you like learn?" I asked he thought and nodded his head. "Okay so cross your legs, put your hands on your knees and clear everything from your mind, close your eyes and breath calmly" I instructed him to do. I watch him closely and started to meditate. I was gonna meditate for five minutes today cause I wanted to do thing today. It was only three minutes when Balz gave an "UGH" sound because he was fidgeting to much. I smiled and finished my two minutes. When I was about to open my eye, Balz crushed his lips on mine and kissed me. I giggled and he pulled away. "I love you" he said with adorable smile. I giggled "I love you too" I got up from the bed and went to the closet and looked. Balz wrapped his arms around me while I looked. "Help me" I said leaning into him, he chuckled and kissed my neck and let go of me. "wear this" handing me stripped jeans "and this" giving me a grey top. I kissed him and got my bra and matching panties and went to the bathroom.

Once I got done with my shower and hair I walked into the room where Balz was leaned back and his arms behind his head. He smiled and twirled his index finger, I giggled and gave him the view he wanted. I went to the closet and got my colorful toms. I sat down on the bed and put my shoes on, I stood up and held out my hand. He took it and we went to Starbucks. After that he stayed in the car and I walked in with my sister's coffee. I looked at her weird and she giggled "uhm why aren't you dressed this isn't like you." I said, "Ricky, Chris and I are having a lazy find apartment day." I nod. "I'm applying at the local Hottopic" I told her she nodded. "Any Bars I can apply at?" "Well ask Devin he knows" she nodded and I went back to the car. We were having a Axe and Balz day today. "Where do you want to go?" he asked me. "Um the mall, I'm gonna apply at Hottopic" "You don't have too"

"But I want to so I can be busy" "I'll keep you busy" wiggling his eyebrows. "Josh" I squealed and giggled. "I meant while your working on a new album or touring the world" he pouted "But I would love to do naughty things to you" kissing his cheek and he smiled. We got to the mall and went in every store. We had lunch and decided to go home. Pulling up to the drive way and parking the car, we both got out and walked to the house. We walked in and saw a mess and went to the kitchen. Layla, Chris, Ricky, and Brandon froze and looked at us. I was trying to hold in my anger and I could see Balz doing the same thing. "okay I take the blame on this one, I did start it I poured flour on Ricky." "the open one or the new one?" "uhm open" she said as Brandon spoke up "I used the unopened one to get Chris and Ricky."

"Just-Just go wash it off" I told her and she smiled at me, "what are you planning Lala?" she giggled and ran outside to the pool and jumped in. Chris, Ricky, and Brandon went after her. I shook my head when my sister came to the surface and smiled at me "oh come on Axe you love me." I sighed "yeah I do." I said and sat on Balz lap. "God what am I going to do with her" I said he chuckled "Throw her in a volcano with boiling lava" he said. "Haha yeah right like I would actually do that" "No you wouldn't you would miss her to much" "Yes I would" she got out of the pool, "Sis do you remember that time Tyler took us to the circus when we were little?" I giggled, "How could I forget" she smiled and told the story.

After she told the story, we all smiled at her. She got up "I'm going to shower," I got up with her "I'll walk you to your room my lady" she laughed as I giggled. When we got up there I shut the door as she went to the bathroom, I grabbed some shorts and a purple tank top and matching purple panties and bra. I went into the bathroom when she was in the shower. "So what was up with you and Chris this morning?" "why does it matter Ricky told us about you Axelia" I shuffled around and sighed and thinking on what Ricky has told them, I mean we haven't done anything major, I just ran off with his towel leaving it on the bed "Okay, truce so you guys find a apartment?" "No, we had that food fight if that's what I can call it." she giggled and I groaned "Yeah Balz," she giggled again, "What's so funny?" "Josh's last name it gets me every time." I groaned again while she giggled.

"Devin and I cleaned it while you guys jumped into the pool" she giggled, "So what are you and" she started to laugh "Balzzy going to do?" I gasped as she continued to laugh, "nothing we decided if you stay we are taking over Chris's room, it's bigger than his." "It's the biggest room of the bedrooms" she said as I sighed, "True." she giggled, "So what are your plans today?" "Nothing much just watching movies with Ba- Josh." I said. I was swinging my legs since I was sitting on the counter. "Some of the bruise's on my face are gone" I smiled, "Good but do you still have to wear long sleeves or hoodies."  "no!" she squealed as I laughed "But no cut off shirts or skirts or shorts yet." she sighed as I giggled, "Okay well get out already!" she laughed and shut off the water, I handed her a towel and quickly dried off and got dress and headed downstairs. Balz took me back upstairs and I heard three of them  leave.

I laid on the bed while Balz looked at the movies. "What do you want to watch?" "NANANANANANA BATMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!" I smiled he chuckled and put in batman, he climbed in the bed and wrapped his arms around me, I cuddled into him and he pressed play. It was in the middle of the movie when I heard Balz snoring. I giggled and kissed his cheek and turned off the tv and went to sleep with my head resting on his chest. "I love you Josh Joseph Balz and you mean the world to me" I mumbled and passed out.