Until Your Heart Craves In (Chris Motionless/Joshua Balz FF)

Chapter Four (Axelia Pov)

"Axelia stay in the car! I mean it this time just stay here." I looked at her worried in my face expression and nodded. I was scared that something was gonna happen to her. I could feel my twin senses tingling every where in my body. I sighed and waited in the car. It was twenty minutes when I felt my tears coming down my cheek. "Oh my god I'm having a mental break down" I said to myself. I left my breathing picking up and my stomach hurting. I took out my phone and dialed Balz's number.

"Hello", "Balz" I said choking on tears. "Axelia, what's wrong" he asked, "I'm scared, Lala told me to stay in the car while she went in and its been almost 30 minutes and l feel something is wrong, I think she's getting beat up cause I can feel pain in my body. I don't know what to do cause I'm having a mental break down. Oh no I have to hide my parents are leaving the house can you guys come to the house, I'll text you the address" I said through tears and talking really fast. "Okay were coming, just hold on okay will be there alright" he said. I ducked down farther into the back seat and saw my parents backing out of the drive way. "Axe I'm gonna need you to hang up and send me the address, and after you send it call me back okay." "Okay" I said hanging up the phone sending him our address in text message. I dialed his number again. "Axe are you, okay I got the address." he said. "I'm scared Balz I'm having a mental break down" "Shhh, it's going to be okay, we are almost there sweetheart" I started to panic because I was in a small close up space. I dropped the phone and started to yell, "Nooo, I can get out. Let me out Ahhhhhh" I said banging on the windows. I crawled into a ball and rocked myself back and forth. I started to scratch myself while I was breathing hard.

Soon a door opened and a hand pulled me out of the car. "No Don't Hurt Me Daddy, I'm Sorry I'll Be A Good Girl. I promise." I screamed while backing away. I looked up at Balz and the guys behind me. Balz looked at me with sad eyes. I sobbed and threw myself at him. "Shhh it's okay, I won't hurt you, your alright" he cooed in my ear and rubbed my back. I jumped out of his grip and ran to the house, I opened the door and saw my sister laying in the middle of the floor in the hall with blood all over. I screamed and went over to her. "Layla wake up come on, wake up" I said shaking her. Chris checked her pulse and Ghost was calling 911.

"I can't loose her again" I said over and over again while sobbing really hard. Balz held me while he and the guys were trying to calm me down. The paramedics rushed in the house and put her on the stretcher thing and rolling her to the back of the ambulance. They pulled out of the drive way and rushed to the hospital. Balz picked me up and walked to the van. He sat me in his lap while he was  trying to calm me down. We got to the hospital, I asked the nurse about my sister and they told me that she was in surgery and I could wait in the waiting room until the doctor comes.

"I can't believe this is happening, I don't know what their fucking problem is. It's not our fault that he died. Now I'm gonna loose my sister because they can't deal with my brother death" I said crying "I can't loose her because If I do then I loose everything, I'll have nowhere to go" I started to scratch my wrist. Balz notice me scratching and he took my hands and looked at my arms. He frowned and kissed my scares. "Please don't cut" he said with sadness in his voice. "I won't I threw all my razors in a river 5 months ago. Layla caught me in the bathroom cutting myself. It was my escape from getting the beatings and dealing with my brother's death" I said while he pulled me down to sit in his lap. he wrapped his arms around me and made my stomach twirl and feeling safe. He kissed my cheek, I rested my head on his shoulder while Dr. Sandy walked in.

"How is she? Is she okay? Oh my god she's dead isn't she?" I said jumping out of Balz lap and talking really fast to Dr. Sandy. "No she isn't dead and she's fine, just in a coma and will be waking up soon. She has to wrap her arm and take pain killers for the pain. She's okay Axelia, she's a fighter" Dr. Sandy said while putting her hand on my shoulder. I nod "Can we see her?" "Yes follow me." We all followed her to a room, she opened the door and I saw a sleeping Layla. I walked in and grabbed her hand. "I'm sorry for not being there to help you, please wake up soon" I whispered and kissed her cheek.

~Three hours later~

I was sitting in the chair, the guys went to get something to eat. I was resting my eyes and humming to myself. I was into deep thought of thinking about Balz when I heard a whisper. "Axelia come here" I opened my eyes and looked at Layla. I ran over to her, "Your awake!" I screamed while she nodded, "sh, Axe I have something to tell you." she whispered and I looked at her. "Tyler, he says he loves you and for us to stay strong" she mumbled and I started to sob. "Shh, it's okay he'll always be watching us like our guardian Angel." she said while I cried and nod, "I love you Lala." she smiled at me "I love you too. But we need to move get all of our things and leave." I nod in shocked that she said that, "But-but where will we go?" I asked her. she shrugged "I don't know yet" I nod and she moved over so I can crawl into the bed with her.

Few minutes the boys came in. "Hey is she awake yet?" Chris said. He's been worried sick about Lala. I knew he had a crush on her. The guys piled in the room and saw she was awake. "Hey your awake" Chris said and sitting on the end of the bed on her side. I cuddled up to her and smiled, she kissed my forehead and hugged me tight. Josh sat down in the chair and handed me a brown bag and Ice coffee from Starbucks. "Thank you" I said smiling at him. He smiled back and made my heart skip a beat. In the corner of my eye I could see my sister looking at me, I knew that she knew I liked him. I started to blush a deep red. "So the guys and I were talking and we wanted to know if you two would like to move in with us?" Chris asked. I looked at my sister and then to Balz who nodded. "Okay will move in with you" Lala said answering Chris question. I smiled at Balz and he made a funny face which made me giggle. "Good cause we leave in five hours to go to the next Venue" we both nod and I handed some of my bagel to my sister. she took some while Dr. Sandy came in.

"Hello Layla, how are you feeling?" she asked my sister. "I'm okay, I hurt all over but I'm okay" Dr. Sandy nodded and looked at some papers. "Well everything looks good so I'm gonna let you go okay." she said walking out of the room. I got up and grabbed the bag of clothes and handed it to her. "Here, do you need help or can you get it?" I asked her, she took the bag and headed to the bathroom. I looked at the guys and they smiled. "Thank you for taking us in and giving us a place to stay." I said to them, "Your Welcome" they said and gave me a big hug. Layla came out and we went to sign papers.

We arrived to our house, we all hopped out and walked in the house. We took the guys upstairs and half of them went with Lala and half with me. "You guy two can take the poster's down and you can take my closet while I get my dresser" I told Ghost, Balz and Ryan. Ghost and Ryan got all the poster's down and set them gently in the suit case with the closes. I looked around and grabbed my pentagram necklace that Ty gave me. I kissed it and put it around my neck. I saw my teddy bear and grabbed it. "Balzzy,I can't forget you" I said gripping the teddy bear. "Balzzy?" Balz asked, I blushed "Shh, My sister gave it to me for my birthday and I liked your name so that's what I named the teddy bear" I said giggling. He chuckled and took my bear. "No my Balzzy, Balz!" I yelled. while everybody looked at me crazy but my sister. "Balzzy?" Ricky asked. I sighed and pointed to the teddy bear that Balz was holding. "That's Balzzy with to z's and a y." I explained taking my bear and kissing its head. "Don't touch my teddy bear it's special cause it has a unique name right Balz" I said smiling. "Yeah" he said. Everybody laughed and walked to the van. We drove to the Venue.

"Guys where have you been" their manger asked. "With these two, Josh is is Layla and her twin Axelia their moving in with us. Layla, Axelia this is our tour manger Josh Korel, we call him Korel so we don't get these two mix up." Chris said. We both waved and he waved back. "Guys we don't have enough room for this two on the tour bus" he said. "That's okay Axe can share a bunk with Balz and Lala can share with Chris" Ricky said smiling at us. Korel nodded and walked on the bus. Balz and Chris took our bags and walked in the bus after us. It was a nice bus but really messy.

"Sorry for the mess but we'll clean some of it up" Ghost said picking up things with Ricky, Brandon and Ryan, and Korel. I sat down on the couch playing with my IPod I felt someone sit next to me. I looked up to see Balz he smiled and pulled out his phone and started to play temple run. We started moving and made our way to the next Venue.

Few hours I was falling asleep on Balz, my head was on his leg and he was playing with my hair. I fell asleep and woke up to being in the next Venue. "Axe, come on we are getting some food. Do you want to come" Balz asked and I nodded and got ready and left with the guys to get food.

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Yes I know it was really sad. But XMusic_is_a_PassionX and I will make more happy chapter's soon. Hoped you like it and thanks for reading.

~ JarviaForbiddenRhage