Until Your Heart Craves In (Chris Motionless/Joshua Balz FF)

Chapter 18 (Alexia Pov)

~Axelia~

"Josh!" I said from the room, I went to the living room where he and the guys were playing video games. "Dude what the hell, you killed me" "Well you didn't move" "I did too" "No you didn't" "You want to see me move how about I shove fist in your face" "GUYS!!!!!!" I yelled "What" "Shut up anyways I want to go to home depot for paint and I want to go to Wal-Mart to get tacking tape for the poster. Any one of you want to come with?" "I'm in" "Me too" "Sure" "At least it get us out of the house" "We would love to babe" Balz kissed me and went to get the car keys. We all went to the car and piled in. "Where to first?"  "Home Depot" he nodded. "Can we put on music please" Ricky asked I nod and I plugged my ipod in and picked breathless by Asking Alexandria. (Bold is screaming and italic is singing)

Get the fuck away from me! -

I know that I have done wrong and continue to do so but without remorse

I know that I am on a fast track to the grave and I'm headed there alone

I struggle to find myself this time

Save yourself for a man with a conscience

I fight to find myself this time

Save yourself for a man that is not me-

I spend my days looking through pages

Tryin to find a way, to get away from me

A love to give that leaves you breathless

Now all I need to find, a way back inside my mind.

I don't want to leave you breathless

When will you realize

I don't want to leave you breathless

When will you realize

I don't want to leave you breathless

When will you save yourself -

Yeah! 

I spend my days looking through pages

Tryin to find a way, to get away from me

A love to give that leaves you breathless

Now all I need to find, a way back inside my mind

I need to find

A way back inside my mind 

I need to find

A way back inside my mind 

 This is not the end,

This is the end of,

This is not the end,

This is the end of,

This is not the end,

This is the end of,

This is not the end.

RAH! 

OHH! 

Every mistake I've made leaves a scar that burns every day

Yet still I carry on.

Without regret without remorse I'm gone

You're better off to walk away

I am corruption, I am sin.

Forget my name

Forget my face,

Forget my name

Forget my face.

I screamed and sang to the song. "Holy Fuck, you know how to scream" the guys said. I giggled "Yeah I do" "How come I never knew this" "Cause you never asked, I also know how to play guitar, drums, and keys" "well we are gonna have to test you then" "I guess, I always wanted to be in a band" "why aren't you then" "I don't know" they all nodded and Balz pulled into the parking lot. We all hoped out and went in. We went to the paint and picked out our colors. We went to Wal-Mart and the guys went there own ways while I picked up tacking tape and curtains and some food. "Will Joshua Balz and Axelia Charleston come to the costumer services please" I looked at Josh and we went to costumer service. I saw the guys standing there with the security guy. "What the fuck did you guys do!" I yelled looking at them "He did it" they all said pointing at each other "They started it" I looked at them and the security guy "I'm sorry for whatever they did." "Well they are ban from here." "I understand sir will check out our things and leave." I said dragging the guys to a check out line. Josh paid and I picked up the bags and we left.

"How in the fucking hell do you get kicked out of Wal-Mart?" asking them "Doing stupid stuff and first of all Ryan started it with the pillow fight" "Omg god please tell me you didn't have a pillow fight in Wal-Mart" Josh chuckled "What's so funny" I asked him "Nothing I would like to hear the story" "I wanna tell it" Ricky said. "Okay we were walking, Ryan and Devin was behind Brandon and me and I felt something hit in the back of the head. I looked at what hit me and saw a pillow, I picked it up and threw it at Ryan and he threw it back and we started having a pillow fight. Soon my pillow slipped out of my hand and hit a lady. She yelled at us and we started running. We went in the toy section and I saw a Batman mask and a cap and put it on and ran around saying I was batman, then ghost got a bike and started riding it around. So I hoped on the pegs and started singing the batman song, Ryan was skateboarding and Brandon started throwing books people while wearing women's clothes and lipstick. then this kid was staring at me and I was like RAHHHHHHH! and he screamed and then the manger saw us and started chasing us around while ghost and I were in carts and Ryan and Brandon we pushing us  then we ran into the security guy and they call you guys." "Hahaha that's crazy" Josh said.

"Josh" "what" I looked at him "Axe they were having fun" "Yeah that probably got all of us kicked out, I swear if you guys were my children I would ground you before you can say peanut butter "Oh mama Balz you kinda are our mom" "Fine then you guys are grounded" I said while my phone started ringing. I got my purse and dug through it until I found it. "Hello" "Axe mom here at Chris and I's apartment hurry." she hanged up. I looked at my phone and turned to Josh. "Go to the apartment" I said worried. "Why what's wrong" "My mom is over at Chris and Lala's apartment" his knuckles turned white and drove over there.