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Chp•8

Jessica's POV

Tonight is our last night together and even though I've been telling yoyo I'm fine I'm really not I don't want him to leave, I know all those promises are going to be broken but I have faith in him , I have faith he won't just forget about me and California, I have faith he will always call for the past month we've been going everywhere around Cali even if it was just to go get some donuts. We've also had sleepovers this whole month and today well it's our last one, he currently left to Walmart to buy I don't know what but I hope he comes back soon it's already 6:00pm my mom left to work an hour ago and he usually gets here before so he could say goodbye to my mom.
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It was already 9:00 and I was tired so I went up to my room , my mom also called and said she won't be back till tomorrow, which was just what I needed no more yoandri and my mom won't be here either to comfort me but oh well I guess that's life. As I was going up to my room I noticed rose petals on the floor I started to smile since I knew who put them there I walked up the stairs and see yoandri watching gossip girl
"You're so weird" I say laughing " now go clean up the mess you made on the stairs"

" I mean it wasn't supposed to be a mess but I guess " he mutters
I laugh and go on the bed and start watching gossip girl , a few minutes later yoandri came back
"Today's our last night together " he says
"Don't remind me " I don't like talking about it cause then I feel like crying and I don't want to make him feel bad by seeing me cry , I don't want to ruin his dream
" I love you Jess " he says
"I love you yoli"
"Why do say that instead of i love you too " he asks me
"Cause I love you too is like what you tell someone that says I love you to you but you don't really mean it I love you means you actually mean it " I explain
"Oh well thanks " he says
I just laugh it was silent for a few minutes until yoandri decides to start kissing me I kissed back and I was only planning to do that nothing more, the kissing started getting intense and it turned into a make out session i wasn't planning on losing my V- card  I'm only a freshman but I'm sure yoandri won't take it further then this. Well I thought yoyo started taking his shirt off he started kissing me again then he started pulling my shirt up
"Yoandri stop " I said pushing his hands off me
"I'm sorry i-i wanted something I would remember till I'm gone "
" yoyo I'm only a freshman I plan on staying a Virgin until I'm older I'm sorry " I said
"No I'm sorry I forget you're not a junior " he said
I put my head down this is why I regret sometimes dating him he needs someone his age so he could do those things with
"Hey Jess don't worry about it " he said kissing my forehead
"Sorry um I'm just gonna go to sleep " I said and laid down my back facing him I heard him sigh then he turned the tv off and laid down as well putting his arm around my waist

5:30 am 

I feel yoandri getting off the bed so I wake up and turn around to look at him
" my flights at 7:30 and I don't want to miss it" he says
"Oh , um I'll get ready to so I could come with you I mean if you want " I say I feel like he hates me for last night I should've just done it maybe things would've turned out better I grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom I changed quickly put my hair in a fishtail braid and walked back out , yoandri was making sure he had everything
"Oh Joanna and Angie are going to meet us over there " he said " so is Jaime since he's in the competition "
"Okay you ready to go I don't want you to miss your flight " I say
"Wow you want me to leave that fast babe " he says
I started blushing since he's never called me that before
" aww she's blushing " yoyo starts teasing
"I'm not that's how my cheeks are " I lied
"Jessica I stared at you the whole entire school year and your cheeks were never read "
I blushed even harder now why does he have to do this its going to make me miss him even more
"I hate the effect you have on me " I tell him getting in his car
"I love the effect I have you " he says smirking
I roll my eyes and he starts the car about an hour later we arrived at the airport the girls and Jaime were already there it was only 6:30 but it was good to come early
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The time flew like nothing and it was already 7:20 they had already checked in and they let us go through the gate so all they had to do was go to the door that leads to the plane
7:29 
Alright girls it's time for us to go I couldn't hold it in this time when yoandri gave me the last hug I cried
"Don't end the calls , don't end us " I whispered
"Never " he said back
He kissed me and we stayed that way for about a minute yes I was crying in the kiss and surprisingly so was he
"I love you goodbye " he says
"I love you goodbye " I repeat
He smiles with tears in his eyes , Jaime is also crying but yoandri he's gone now and there's nothing I can do now. I broke down there at the gate Joanna and Angie ran to give me a hug and from the window I can see the plane taking off at least he'll be being doing what made him happy singing and performing.
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8:00pm

We were currently were sitting on my bed watching the fault in our stars and eating ice cream. I was still bummed that Yoandri left an and he hasn't called yet
Right when I said that Joanna's phone started ringing
"Hello "
"Oh yoandri "
"Yea she's here with me and Angie why "
"Oh we're watching the fault in our stars "
"What do you mean she has to let the tears out"
"Yes we're staying with her tonight "
"Bye "
"Yoandri she's fine "
She hung up
" what did he say " I asked
"He's worried cause you won't answer the phone and then he got mad cause we're making you watch a sad movie and then he got worried again because he saw you break down at the airport " she explained
"Oh " I said and continued eating my chocolate ice cream , I reached for my ice cream and sure enough I had 20 miss calls and 3 voicemails
Voicemail #1
"Hey Jess its me I just wanted to say I'm in Miami I'm pretty sure you're sleeping I'll call you again in an hour bye love you "
Voicemail #2

" Jess I've called ten times why aren't you answering please don't be sad I'm coming back I promise bye call you later "
Voicemail #3
"Okay Jess I've called twenty times already and you still don't answer I know somethings going on I'm going to call Joanna and if she doesn't know where you are I'm coming back to find you myself bye love you "

I laughed at the last voicemail I love how he cares so much the other girls were laughing as well  since I had it on speaker I called him real quick just so he won't get worried
"Hey " i say to the Phone
"Oh Jess its good to hear your voice don't scare me like that again "
"Sorry I had my phone on vibrate " I say laughing
"Are you laughing Jessica you almost gave me a heart attack " he says
"Chill Yoandri I'm fine "
"Okay okay ... What you doing "
"I'm on the roof how about you "
" currently we are dancing with our assigned dancer mine took a break so I'm free for a while " he says is it bad a felt a little jealous he was with a girl
"Oh " is all I manage to say
"Are you jealous " he teases
"No shut up " I say
"Hey there's no need didn't I promise I wouldn't cheat "
"Yes you did " I sigh
"Jess climb over to my room "
"Okay done " I say after a few minutes
" go to my closet I left about 20 hoodies" he instructs
"Twenty " I say shocked
"Yes grab them all "
"Okay done what next "
"Those are now yours "
" what why "
"well they smell like me so whenever you miss me just sleep with them or wear them"
"Thank you I love you "
"I love you and by the time the scent fades I should be back " he says
"Okay well it's getting late goodnight talk to you tomorrow "
"Sweet dreams babe " he says
And I hang up