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Sunday 6:30pm

Para cantarnos noviembre sin ti den le la bienvenida a Yoandri Cabrera

I walked on to the stage I had a mini breakdown practicing backstage I really hope it doesn't happen here, my palms are all sweating so it's kinda hard to hold the microphone, I know Jessica is watching and I don't want to mess this up since this song is dedicated to her
The music starts

La tarde se aleja,
el cielo esta gris
la noche aparece sin ti,
callado en la playa
te lloro en silencio otra vez

Me ahoga esta pena
no puedo vivir
las olas no me hablan de ti
sentado en la arena
escribo tu nombre otra vez

Por que te extraño
desde aquel Noviembre
cuando soñamos juntos
en querernos siempre
Me duele este frío Noviembre
cuando las hojas caen
a morir por siempre..

Noviembre sin ti
es sentir que la lluvia
me dice llorando que todo acabó
Noviembre sin ti
es pedirle a la luna-

I couldn't she's to in my head I needed to cry but if I walked of this stage I would walk out of my dream I have to continue but I also need to end this song soon if i don't want to break down any longer at this point the tears were falling and no one has no idea that a insecure girl who is two years younger then me caused this but I can't put the blame on her it's my fault for falling in love

otra vez.. otra vez..
Noviembre sin ti
es sentir que la lluvia
me dice llorando que todo acabó
Noviembre sin ti
es pedirle a la luna
que brille en la noche de mi corazón
otra vez.. otra vez.. Mm mm mm

The judges talked to me but it was all a blur I just wanted to run backstage and cry it doesn't sound like what a boy would do but Jessica has changed me Alejandra told me I can finally go backstage and that's exactly what I did I ran Johann and Joel were waiting for me first I hugged my best friend Joel then Johann when i hugged Johann the tears came out I couldn't do this anymore I needed her by my side again I needed to see that smile again I need to hear  her voice in person other than just on the phone
"Hey yoyo don't worry it be sooner than later that you'll get to see her " Bella says

"Bella 4 months is more later than sooner don't you think "

"Sorry " she mumbles and walks away
The show ended and I finally went into my hotel room I needed to relax so I showered but on some joggers and a plain black shirt and went to bed right as I was falling asleep I heard a knock on my door it was Alejandra
" oh sorry mijo were you sleeping " she asks
"Oh no I was just relaxing it hasn't been a very good day " I say
"Well I have news your assigned song is "i love you " by Alex and Sierra and that's not it you will be singing this with a girl " she says
"

"Really who's the girl" i ask
"we don't know the judges think it will be more exciting if you practiced blindfolded and until the Day you see who it is but I haven't met her yet " she explains
"Well why only me " I say
"This is a new thing they're trying out every guy  will have their turn with a female partner but this week it's yours so tomorrow you have practice at 5:00 pm okay "
" okay ale thanks " I say
" no problem now continue relaxing you had a long day "
With that she walks out of my room
For some reason I have this weird feeling in my stomach about singing with a girl maybe it's just the nerves"

*ring ring *
I pick up my phone

" yoyo I just watched the show you're performance was amazing but are you feeling okay "
"I'm better now that you called " I say with a smile appearing on my face just hearing her voice makes me feel ten times better reason number 1000 on why I love her

"What you Doing" she asks
"Oh well I'm about to lay on my bed Alejandra told me starting tomorrow I have to practice with a girl cause apparently I have to preform with her I'm honestly not looking forward to it " I say
" oh a girl Um well have fun bye yoandri " she says hanging up I can already tell she's jealous but in my eyes no girl will ever take Jessica's place
I rubbed my eyes connected my phone to its charger then quickly fell asleep I have a long day tomorrow

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This is just a filler chapter since my favorite stories won't update I thought why not I should update so here I am okay bye 😂❤️