the following morning I woke up too do a little cleaning I tried not playing his music but I couldn't help it I sometimes found myself laughing while I cleaned thinking of memory's hoping and thinking that he would come and wake me up telling me it's all a dream I am here but I guess not Monty had texted me saying mama zoo wasn't taking it too light about her baby boy being gone he told me he would bring the kids by too check up on me and too get them more clothes and too talk about planning cash funeral I wasn't really hungry but I forced myself too eat because I was pregnant this little boy here was a mess I sent out a mass text too everyone revealing the sex of my baby then a knock came too the door I looked out the peep whole too see Monty with the girls and Jayden I opened the door too be hugged by my babies and hugged by my brother's who followed Monty in
" how you holding up ?" asked Alex as he opened the refrigerator
" I am maintain trying too keep it together for mama zoo " I told him
" damn I miss my nigga I cant believe he gone but what he did tell me was too get you and the kids out of radar out of town " said Monty
" what about the label we cant leave that behind " said Marcus
" he's right we cant leave the empire that cash built behind " i said
" don't worry I told Mike too keep it up and keep the label going " said Monty
" so where are you taking us ? " I asked in a curious tone
" we going too one of cash other spots in L.A I made a promise too him that I wouldn't leave with out y'all that night and I am keeping my promise " he told me as he held up some keys
" by the way mama zoo wanna come over and talk too you about planning the color of his casket and his suit color " said Monty
"well look like we moving " I said trying too be cheerful
I walked up stair's and found serenity in our room crying I silently cried at the door before walking in too check on her I just wanted this too call be over after cleaning my face I walked in the room and sat next too her she was holding on too the picture of her dad when he was on stage from when he first met me
" why my daddy ?" she asked in a low tone
" baby girl don't question it just let it be god did it for a reason " I told her as I wiped her tears
" I just want my daddy back he promised me he wasn't leaving us anymore " she said as he hopped off the bed and went back down stairs
I just wanted this too all be over I cleaned my face once again before mama zoo came over I walked in Jayden room and he was watching his dad music video's and serenity was with Monty
" Mommie where is daddy ?" asked Jayden before I closed the door
" baby your daddy is with the angels " I told him
" is those the bad people ?" asked Jayden
" no its with the god he gone be watching over you and your baby sister and brother " I told him
he put his head down and I new at that very moment I new my son was heart broken I just wanted cash too come back too his kids and serenity was right he promised never too leave us .mama zoo was down stairs talking too the funeral people about the funeral . after the funeralist leaving me an mama zoo went over the colors of his casket and suit she went with a black closed casket Monty took the kids back with them he told me that serenity had been crying since that morning of the incident I new she was going too take this harder then I thought mama zoo scheduled for a early funeral she didn't wanna wait no longer so she did it tomorrow damn r.i.p too my baby daddy
