Ferid X Reader (Owari No Seraph/Seraph of the End): My Aspiration

Chapter Six: On the Verge of Tears

Ok so I'll say:

0x0xplaysongx0x0 when you can start playing the song in the media above. Song isn't mine btw. All rights reserved and shiz.

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Slowly, you drew in a breath.

'Sing?' You thought, 'I can barely speak without a voice crack what was I thinking?!?!" Your brain screamed.

Sighing, you remembered when you'd use to sing with your family.

Ever since your family died, you've lost all will to sing, and you wondered if you can even sing after such a long time.

Your family, they were the ones that urged you to sing...the ones that told you how beautiful your voice was, the ones who stuck by you and your silly dream of becoming a composer.

Then, you stopped dreaming.

'There is no time for flashbacks' you think before images of your deceased family flashed in your mind.

You then opened your mouth to sing.

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"Goodbye love, you flew right by love

Remember the way you made me feel
Such young love but
Something in me knew that it was real
Frozen in my head

Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget about it

Everything is gray under these skies
Wet mascara
Hiding every cloud under a smile
When there's cameras
And I just can't reach out to tell you
That I always wonder what you're up to

Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget

I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side
But you'll be good without me and if I could just give it some time
I'll be alright

Goodbye love you flew right by love

Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget"

You exhaled slowly, looking up to see a pleased Krul and a proud Ferid.

Ferid looked at you in complete shock, your beautiful voice filled the hollow room with its elegance and finesse.

"Ferid Bathory."

Ferid looked at the queen.

"You may keep this woman as your pet." She said, shaking her hand in the exit direction.

"Thank you your highness." You and Ferid say in unison as you made your ways out.

"I didn't know you could sing (Y/N)." Ferid said quietly as you continued walking.

"I stopped singing a long time ago though." you whispered.

"Why (Y/N)? Your voice is marvellous."

"Do you really want to know why I stopped?" You asked, and you stopped walked. Ferid doing the same.

'Don't you dare cry (Y/N)! Don't you dare show weakness!!! You have to be on his good side in order to kill him successfully!!!' You thought.

Ferid looked straight into your pain-stricken eyes, his eyes widening at the sight of tears brimming.

"Because...because of my family's deat-" your voice was cut off by your voice cracking. You were on the verge of crying, the verge of letting your tears fall down.

Then, something unexpected happened.

You closed your eyes, letting the tears fall, but before the tears fell down your cheeks,  you felt someone wipe your eyes, flicking the years off.

"F-Ferid?" You said shakily.

"Sshh." Ferid hushed you, continuing to dry your eyes, this time with his coat.

"You look cold in that thin dress, here." He said, handing over his coat, putting it over your head like a veil.

"And use the sleeves to wipe your eyes." He said, his back now faced towards you as he continued walking.

Silently, you grabbed one of his jackets sleeves and wiping your tear stained face.

"T-thank you..." You croak silently.

Ferid stopped walking.

"N-no problem..." He mumbled shyly, continuing his walk.

You quickly followed him, not knowing the way to your room.

'Why...why is he so nice?' You wondered, staring at your bedroom ceiling in disbelief.

'He probably wants me to feel like I owe him' you groaned, frustrated you even thought he was doing something thoughtful for a moment.

You lay down, still holding on to his coat.

You wiped your eyes with the coat again, bringing the coat to your face.

You were tired from crying. So tired you just wanted to sleep and never wake up.

'This smell...' You thoughts drifting away.

"Smells good..." You say before falling fast asleep.

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I'm actually really proud of this chapter!!!

*wipes sweat off face*

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Lol no sweat is gross

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Anywho, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and yeah!!!

Love y'all!!!

~C