Happened by accident

Missing him

Didn't notice my tears were falling down, not until I saw drops of water on my dress. We finally arrived as I rushed out of the car and in the building.

"Sarah" Noah said holding my hand making me stop in track.

"N-no it's ok-ay" I said between sobs walking away.

The saddest thing about love is that not only that it cannot last forever, but that heartbreak is soon forgotten. It's only been one month on our marriage and I'm scared of losing him. Honestly I'm scared. I never thought the day would come when I could actually call him mine, but that day came. He's mine. I'm his. I don't know I'm just so scared that someone else will take my place, although he tells me no one can take your heart from me, i cant help but to think it will happen. from the bottom of my heart I truly love him and no one can ever take me from his arms. I love him and whatever we go through, we're gonna work it out.

I threw myself on bed pulling up the blanket before everything went black.

I woke up feeling so dizzy. I tried opening my eyes but I couldn't everything seemed still black. After couple of times trying I finally opened my eyes thanking God. I looked at the time standing up going to the bathroom. I put on clothes from the bag noura gave me and a bit of makeup.

After finishing I checked my phone to see a message. from Noah. I quickly opened it.

From Noah: good morning cupcake.. I'm sorry for raising my voice at you last night I really am. Just wanted to tell you im at the airport right now. Going back home for a sudden work. 3 days and I'll come back I promise. Stay safe love you <3

Tears started rolling down my cheeks unconsciously. I never thought our marriage would turn out this way. He travels suddenly? What type of husband would do that. My heart started itching. I don't believe him. I can't believe I'm saying this but there is something bad behind his sudden trip which is freaking me out. Making my mind think of lots of things all at the same time.

I whipped away my tears heading to class.

"You knew he was traveling?" I asked Alex. It was lunch time and I went and sat with Alex cause noura was busy with Joseph. At least that's what she told me.

"Uh yeah..?" Great now Alex knew he was traveling and I just knew today morning. Me. His wife!

"Waw how could..." I placed a hand on my lips trying hardly not to break down.

"Yeah wow" Alex said taking a sip of his juice. "Wait...what's exactly waw about it?" He asked confused.

"He didn't bother telling me he's traveling!" I was so pissed off right now. I just miss him more and more every minute.

"Huh? Wait do you know why he traveled?"

"No! Do you?" He hesitated for a second before answering.

"No I-dea" he said eating his lunch.

"Alex..?" I said looking into his eyes and he quickly looked away.

"I don't know Sarah honestly" something told me he was lying but I didn't want to force him on telling me anything.

"Fine I'll see you around. Bye." I held my books standing up.

"Bye" he said smiling.

All day all what I was thinking about is Noah. I didn't focus in any class of today's. Every minute and another I check my phone hoping I would get at least a Hi, but there was nothing. Nothing at all. I think he was too busy to talk to me.

"Stop crying Sarah" noura begged playing with my hair.

"But h-e le-ft me!" I said as more tears showed again.

"He didn't leave you Sarah. He uh maybe he really needed to go back"

"But he should've told me before"

"You need to rest Sarah" noura smiled worriedly. She pulled up the blanket covering me before kissing the top of my head.

"Night Sarah"

"Good night" holding back my tears but failed. After half an hour of crying on bed I fell asleep.

Bright. The sun shining as soft breeze whispered through the air. The weather was totally opposite of what I was feeling right now. I glared at the clock darkly before getting up. After finishing from the usual routine, I bent down to tie my shoe when suddenly my heart started beating too fast. I sat on the floor hoping it's not what I think it is. For five whole minutes my heart wouldn't stop beating fast as tears came rushing down. Not today heart.

I took out my phone and started searching in the contacts for noura's number. I called her twice but she wouldn't pick up the line. I then called jasmine.

"Jas-s" I called trying hard to raise my voice.

"Sarah is everything okay?" She asked worriedly.

"Jas my heaart" I cried in pain.

"Oh Allah. Don't move Sarah rest and I'll be on my way" she said ending the call.

After two minutes there came a knock on the door. Both of my legs were shivering it was hard for me to stand up. But I did, holding to some stuff that will make me stand up properly.

I opened the door to be faced with Joseph, noura and Alex.

"Noura hold her before she falls!" Joseph said as noura quickly held me from my shoulders. Making me sit on the coach.

"What's happening to her?" Noura asked holding me tightly.

"It's a heart thing she gets twice a year" Joseph mumbled, Alex stood there awkwardly. I couldn't speak not even a single word.

"Sarah I'm calling the ambulance" Joseph said looking for his phone.

"N-o" I said breathing hardly.

"No Sarah your just gonna suffer more and more so please let me call them" I nodded slowly agreeing with him.

Everything went in a blink and I was now on the hospital bed waiting for the injection effect to work throughout my heart.

I don't know how but I somehow fell asleep cause when I opened my eyes I saw Noah's head on my lap holding my hand with his softly. I rubbed my eyes thinking its a dream but It wasn't.

"N-noah" he raised his head quickly looking deep in my eyes. And that's when I realized he was crying.

---A LONG CHAPTER LADIES AND GENTLEMEN (:---