Chapter 4

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"Okay, are you a virgin?"

My cheeks burned red.

"Do I have to answer that?"

"Yes."

"Ok I..."

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"Ok I'm... A virgin..."

I look down and bite my lip embarrassed. I'm surprised when I feel a finger under my chin and then my head being pulled up.

"Why are you embarrassed princess?"

"Cause that's why I don't have a boyfriend! I'm not experienced at all!"

"I can help...."

"No!"

I stand up outraged.

"How dare you?! I don't need you teaching me or whatever you had in mind."

I get on Diamond and ride off leaving a dumbfounded Adrian. I soon here galloping catching up to me.

"Hey princess I didn't mean it like that! I meant that maybe I should take you into the city. Go to a few clubs you know? Meet some people. You gotta have some fun in your life right?"

I blushed and turned beet red from embarrassment.

"Oh god. Adrian I can't believe I thought something else! I'm so weird."

I groaned and he just sighed.

"So do you want to or not?"

"Sure what's there to lose!"

"Ok we'll leave tomorrow and of course you have to ask your parents first."

"Believe me my mom will be all up for it she actually wants me to get a boyfriend!"

I said frustrated at my annoying mother sometimes. Adrian just chuckled and we silently rode back home. We put all the stuff away and the horses. Then we went into the house for a late dinner and went to find my parents to ask for permission.

We found them in the fields finishing up with the corn.

"Hey mom can I talk to you guys real quick?"

"Sure sweetie."

They walked up to Adrian and me and I started talking.

"Well mom, you always say I need friends so Adrian has suggested he takes me to the city for a couple of days to you know meet some people and hang out..."

My dad answered.

"Darlin' I don't know. It's LA there are very bad things that happen there."

"I promise we'll be careful and Adrian will take care of me."

Adrian nodded but my dad still looked unsure. So my mom said something.

"I think we should let her go. She's a grown lady. She's 18 and I think that's a great age to go and experience things. She is done with school an needs a career. I don't know if I want my daughter living her life on a farm. I want her to be successful and sing. I want her to the the thing I never got to do."

My dad sighed.My mom is an amazing singer I guess that's where I got my voice from but she never got the chance to go pursue her dreams because her father wouldn't let her.

"Alright you can go Katherine but promise to be careful? And you can't leave soon I want you to work on the farm for 2 more weeks and then Adrian can take you."

I looked at Adrian for confirmation and he nodded so I smiled.

"Okay daddy thank you much."

My parents went back to working and I walked home with Adrian.

"Thanks Adrian for you know suggesting it and stuff."

"Whatever."

He said and walked off. See what I mean?! He's all sweet and then an asshole all over again! I sighed from frustration and went to my room.

Once I got inside I turned on my radio and Demi Lovato "Warrior" was on so I sang along but made sure to close my door this time.

~~~This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

No oh, yeah, yeah

You can never hurt me again~~~



After the song finished I grabbed my songbook where I wrote down my own songs and opened up to one of my favorites. I called it "Better Than Revenge" because it explained so much about what happened in my past which I'm not vey proud of.

[A/N: I'm going to use Little Mix's and Taylor Swift's songs and pretend that Katherine wrote them. So in this story there is no such thing as the band Little Mix or singer Taylor Swift. No offense to Swifty's or Mixers cause I'm one of them too that's why in using them(:]

When I was still in high school in junior year I had the perfect life I guess. But long story short I ruined it because my feelings got hurt.

I know that's stupid but that's the only way I let out my feelings. Even Annie doesn't know about my high school years much. My life is so complicated. I sighed and put on my Pajamas. I took a quick shower and then went into a dreamless sleep.

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