Ethereal The Time Lord

chapter Sixteen

I walk back into the hallway to find Fa still standing in her doorway. She smiles at me as a hand slids around her abdomen and a large man comes into view behind her. His short Brown hair shines and his black eyes fall on the top of Fa's head. She turn barring herself into his hard body and looks over her shoulder at me winking.

I nod to her as the man closes the bedroom door and head back to the room I left. Rize is seating on the bed naked with hands together, his elbow resting on his knees and his head down. He looks up at me with those hazel eyes so much like his mother and I feel something within me shatter. I walk up to him ignoring My shattered soul and push him back climbing on top of him. He holds me to him tightly as I straddle him and I cradle him to my chest.

His arms wrap around me His large hands grabbing a hold of my sides. I set up pulling him with me and he rest his head on my shoulder. I hold his head my hands playing with his hair.

"Enyo." Rize says looking taking his head from my shoulder and looks down into my eyes. "I am." I place my mouth over his devouring his mouth as he groans against my lips. I grasp him gently bringing him into me and start my rythem over again. I slide up and down as his hands dig into my shoulder blades and his soft moans grow loader in vollum as he nears his climax. I slam down hard coming up fast only for him to grip my shoulder shoving me down as he plows up into me. He quickens our pace as he climaxes and I taken all he had to give. My body taking his greedily as he so desires. My eyes go blank more then they have before as I feel hallow. He rests his head on My shoulder again his node skimming the side of my throat.

Rize pushes me back as he Takes his head from me and looks at my other shoulder that is still bleeding. I look at it as well not feeling the pain of it and he gently places his hand over it his light touching my skin. But where it should have healed my it burns my skin more and he jerks his hand away his eyes going to mine. My show him the void within me and my inability to feel anything anymore. His head falls as tears fall from his hazel eyes that swirl light blue.

"I am not the one who will save you am I?" he asks as I place my hand over my wound healing it with my darkness.

I climb off his lap setting next to him and place my hand on his thigh. "No unfortunately that fall on someone else's shoulder and He is not willing to bare that burden any longer. Rize even If you could, I am to far gone to be saved. I am not worth the trouble. You could have six years ago but know there is No one left within to save anymore. I am only a shell following the last commands of a soul long ago shatter and weathered to ash. The person you so desperately wish to save is no longer here. I am the monster that will protect as fulfill the need of the people she once loved. You are to late." I state believing it to be truth.

I stand at the side of the bed my scarred back to him and he grabs me his arms sliding around me. He holds me close as he barries his face in my nap of my neck. He pulls me back so I am sitting on his lap. "No Enyo You are still there I am able to see you through those eyes that shield you. You are more worthy to save then anyone I know. You are not a monster just a woman who has been crushes in the hands of Valdis. I am sorry I am not the one who will save you but let me ease the pain, the burreden you bare so willingly alone. Let me in Enyo. Let me into your shattered world." He says and I feel tears fall down my check as pain invelps me.

"No Rize it is to much for you. You will not like this part of me. I do not want to let you in knowing that if I do you could be killed by the monster just under the suffice of myself. Please do not ask this of me. Please give up on me and find love in someone worthy. Please." I say as I cover my eyes with my hands. I shack with the force of my sobs as my pain crushes me.

He turns me around in his lap holding me close as I sob into his chest. He rubs my back and hair trying to sooth me but is unable to me as I shatter. It become over welming My sorrow and pain fills the room suffocating us. I look up at him my hole world bare for him to see and he kisses my head looking away from me unable to handle looking any longer into my world.