Ethereal The Time Lord

chapter nineteen

Another short chapter. Chapter nineteen enjoy.

I step within Valdis smiling at it wickedly and spread my arms wide. "Take what is your Valdis my sweet. All that I have is yours
" I say letting it take all the souls and bodies I have consumed. It devours the bodies of the women and their darkness. It laughs at the weak exscuse and I laugh along with it. I wait patiently as it takes it's time gorging itself of the feast I have brought it. "I am pleased that my offering has filled you." I say and it leaves me.

It hands gathers Zinyu from it's depths and places her within my arms. "She is yours for now. If you keep bringing is what we desire you She will remain yours." it says to me and I know how to free her from her fate. It may cost me, no it will not I am what I am and I shall do as Valdis ask. I will end the weak bloodline of Zimis and devour innocence along with the realms til only Valdis and I are left. Then we will start over a new and bring darkness to the new realms. I smile wickedly at the idea and look down at Zinyu as her eyes open. Her eyes fall on my face and what I have become. She tries to push away from me but my hands hold Her still crushing Her rips and hip. She screams her head falling back her hair tumbling over my arm and she stair blankly into Valdis.

"Do you like what you see Zinyu. I have finally become what you made me to be. A monster that will fulfill the dark prophecy and bring an end to Zimis's weak bloodline. I am the monster that will do What ever it takes to end that bloodline. Is this not what you wanted Zinyu. This monster I have become. Is it everything you wanted. Huh Zinyu. Are you proud of what you created? Are you?" I asks her. I tighten my grip on her as my darkness gets the better of me.

"Yes." she whispers sadly to me."Yes Enyo this is what I wanted but that was before I created you. I did want him dead and his bloodline if there was any. I should not have allowed this to go as far as it has. Enyo I never meant for this to happen to you. I was in a very dark place when I sought out Valdis. But I gave you a chose as I did Azieal. You chose this path on your own. I did not force you to take this path. You alone are able to change the path you take." she says to me bitting back her pain.

"This is the fate that was giving to me and I am done running from it. I am done pretending I am something i am not. Fate has decided my fate and It will not change. There is no reason for it to. I am what I am." I state.

"Enyo look at me. Fate is not set in stone. Fate is able to be changed. This is not what you want. This is not fate this is your own doing. Fate is what you yourself make of it. Stop this Enyo before you go to far. This is not what you want. This is not you. What would Zaine think of what You have become." She asks me struggling to get air into her lounges.

"He is not here Zinyu. I saved he from this fate. It consumed him as it has me. I have lost all that I onced love. I am unable to love anyone any more. I can not even let them see who I am. I am a lone Zinyu. No one wants me any more. Azieal. I have lost him and what companions I had fear me now." I say.

"Rize my son loves you. Fraya is still by your side. You love Haziel, Marzel, Fraya, Fendrel, Rize and Azieal. You love them whether you want to admit it or not. Change fate Enyo." Zinyu whispers through gritted teeth.

My eyes widen as what I have become truly sinks in. I did not want this but I know this is what I must become to save her from this fate. I let go of her and heal her wounds quickly. She gasps caughing as her lounges fill with air. "Sorry Zinyu. I am Sorry. Zaine would not like what I have become. What I have let myself become." I say my head bowed in shame. I let her go letting her float away from me.

"Enyo." Rize's voice vibrates through Valdis. I look to Zinyu as I bottle myself up again pushing everything back away from me and pull my all to familiar numbness over me. It fits like a second skin.

"Go to him Enyo. Go but please keep he alive for me." Zinyu says smiling at me. I do not return the smile and look within Valdis.

"Valdis I shall return. If you have need of me before my return you know how to reach me." I say and Valdis lets me go opening itself up at Fa's front door.

I open the door walking past Fa's room down the hall and stand out side Rize's room. The door opens and I am pulled into Rize's embrace. He lifts me up holding me close as he turns shuting the door with his foot. He lays us on the bed his body over top of my own and I wrap my arms around his neck. "I am glade you survived Rize." I say smiling at him. It is not a really smile and we both know it. He runs his fingers over my lips gently.

"I wish I could save you." he says and leans his head down his lips finding my own. His kiss is gentle and full of love. I pull him against me between my spread legs and wrap them around his hips. I deepen the kiss my finger playing with the hair at the nap of his neck.

"I wish you where my savor." I whisper one we come up for air"Rize." I say and he leans up looking into my eyes.

"Yes?" He asks as he leans on his elbow while his hand plays with my hair that is spread out around us.

"I.." I look away feeling weak. "Do you truly love me? The real me."

His hand slide under my chin guiding my face back to his so he can look into my eyes. "Yes Enyo. I do." he says each word stating a fact.

"I am allowed to let myself free from the shackles I places upon myself. Will you allow me to feel again when I am with you?" I ask his already feeling my shackles, cracked armour of numbness and my control over myself slip.

"Yes Enyo free yourself. I allow you to let go." He says and with those words spocken of true love I thought I would never find again, I am set free from the binds I places over myself to survive my years without my light.

Tears fall down from my eyes mixing with my hair on either side of my face. I smile at him as my pain that is not physical crashes through me. If I had my heart it would be crushed in the hands of pain. I look up at him feeling lonely, and full of agony but I smile truly smile up at him. Happy that he though he is not my light has helped me in this small way. He gathers me against him pulling me out from under him and cradles me on his lap.

He holds me letting me fall to pieces and I am Happy for it. I have to end this before I cause him pain But for tonight only I will let one man in to my shattered world. He holds me til my sobs subside and I look up at him. He whips away my last tear and kisses my lips gently. I sit up strattiling his lap still kissing him and wave away our cloths so there is nothing between us.

His hands touch, curresing every inch of me and I moan into his mouth surprising and exciting him. He grins against my mouth as he lays us back and he spreads my legs laying between them. His hands slide up my thighs over my knees and hooks my legs around his waist.

He is gentle with me more then I deserve but I except it with a smile. He tends to me as no one else has and he see to my needs before he seeks out his own.He berries himself deep within with a rhythem that will set our body a blaze with passion. We climax holding each other close and curl up together. I place my hand over the empty space where my heart once was and rest my head on his left arm and chest. His arms hold me close to him with his leg between mine.

His left hand plays with my auburn hair that darkened almost completely blade over my years within Valdis. He brings it to his mouth kisses the strands softly and wraps his other arm around my back, holds me tighter with his right arm while his hand holds my right side. I close my eyes enjoying this knowing I have needed this more then I let myself believe. In this moment there is not Valdis, no war, no dark side of myself. It is just Enyo and Rize. Nothing else.