Sisterly Abuse

The Longing For Him,

I woke up an hour early, around 5 am to be precise.

I couldn't go to sleep, knowing that I will have to face Inuyasha today.

My heart ached, tears fell, and I sobbed.

Why?

Why is the world so cruel to me?

I decided to at least get ready.

I went to shower and stripped my clothes off as the water began to heat up.

I jumped in my relaxing hot shower, they say hot water is good for the muscles.

When I got out, I dried, and pulled my undergarments on and wrapped my cuts and bruises up with fresh bandages.

After that I went on and pulled on some clothes.

I pulled on a buttoned white dress shirt and pulled a brown sweater over it then pulled jeans and and some boots on.

I walked out and put on pearl earrings and a pearl ring that I had gotten from my mother before she died.

I looked threw my plaid book bag and made sure I had my homework, missing work, and all notes studied so I'd be on track, but I didn't wish to sit by Inuyasha.

After I checked it, I decided to watch a anime I had been told about many times by weeaboos.

I typed in 'Black Butler Episode 1,' and came up was something from FUNmations.

I was able to watch 2 episodes but then I realized I needed to pack lunch.

I walked downstairs and took a brown bag then placed some food in it.

As I went upstairs, I passed Inuyasha.

It was like we were in two other dimensions or times. (Get it? Cause Inuyasha in the past and Kagome in the modern day?)

I wanted to touch him, I wanted to kiss, and I just wanted...I just wanted to be with him.

Was that too much to ask?

I just don't understand.

Why would he want this? I just don't...I don't understand at all.

I bit my lip, all I want was him.

I missed him, I'm hopeless. Just so hopeless!

Once it was time, I headed to school alone, and headed to home room.

A heard a certain voice yelled something I didn't like.

"Meet me and you'll soon understand every thing." A certain person dropped on my desk.

He's known has the spider king, his name is Naraku Oboi.

When I caught a glance, he disappeared.

This isn't even his home room, its the next hall!

Then Inuyasha came and sat down in his chair by me.

Sango talked to the home room sensei about something then skipped to me and whispered in my ear.

"Me and you are trading seats till this complete mess is over," She smirked and nodded her seat by Hojo.

I gladly accepted and walked to Hojo and smiled.

"Hey Higurashi, I heard you and that Inuyasha guy broke off. If you wanna, perhaps you like to go on a date with me this Saturday?" He asked.

I smiled, "Sure!"

I needed to stop thinking off the man who separated us in the first place.

Later on, Lunch was a killer I was forced to sit by Inuyasha not to mention no one else was there to protect me from him.

I simply didn't talk to him or anything.

"Heard you're go in' out for Hobo," He said and nodded.

"I knew it, you never care for a hanyou," He stood up and threw his tray away.

I followed him, "That's not the issue! If you wanted me, you could have stayed with me but you didn't!" I 'hmph'd' and left.

I didn't feel like class, so I left and walked to the old oak cherry blossom tree.

I sighed.

I placed my hand on where the necklace he gave me should be.

I had a rings that were attached to the necklace, but I took off after a while.

"I should just give this to him, leave the Takahashi's, and get on with my life."

"It'll be better, Kikyo will be put away soon, and my life will go the way it was before!" My heart ached and I felt something wet slid down my cheeks.

I touched it and felt water.

"W-Why am I crying? I want this, my life will be fine then." I fell to my knees.

Before I knew it, I had fallen for Inuyasha. So bad, he's all I think about even at the close call st death. I didn't when think of seeing my family on the other side.

I had fallen for him, so hard without realizing it.

I'm so incredibly stupid and idiotic.

I, Kagome Higurashi, has fallen hopelessly in love with Inuyasha Takahashi.

Sorry for the delay! I got busy with 8th grade stuff like choosing high school, homework, and projects in Social Studies and Science.

I'm very sorry for the delay people, please find it in your heart to forgive me.

See ya!

Rukiasoulier