MaiDen One Shots by poutylipschinita

v. JUST A FRIEND

Hey!! Its me again! So this one shot is the continuation of Unexpected Turn of Events (so it's no longer a one shot, hmm..) Anyway, I'm the kind of writer (chosera) where I work on a story in one-sitting because if I let it drag for days, I would lose the story, I would forget about it. I also get my inspirations really randomly like this story, I got the inspiration from a song. While I was watching something, this was one of the bgm and the moment I was singing it, I realized that it suits Maiden/Maichard because of the lyrics. I was planning to create a new plot but I remembered I have to make a continuation with the previous one shot so here it is! If you're wondering about the song, it's entitled Some by Junggigo and Soyou and I actually put some of the lyrics in this story. If you know the song then you can locate it below but I recommend it for you to listen to it if ever you never heard about it, it's really catchy and it will stuck in your head. I know, I already said too many things, well, here is my 5th one shot! 

Enjoy,

xoxo Poutylipschinita

PS. Please check out my other story, Mending Hearts. It's a Parent Trapped inspired story. 

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It's been 6 months since my life-changing New York trip. Why life-changing you ask? Well, aside from ending that one relationship where I thought I already heard wedding bells, I met someone new, who changed my life. Someone I met because of a very stupid reason. But thanks to that "incident" I met someone I can't imagine waking up without sending morning texts to and before going to sleep without hearing her voice but because of her international flights, I say good morning to her and she will say good night back.

I don't know what happened but I just found myself one day, waiting for her in the airport's parking lot, even if I was tired from a mall show earlier that day. It became our habit(fetching her from the airport). I would sometimes cancel my not-so-important schedules just to bring her to the airport for her next flight and then, she would scold me and lecture me about having their own personal driver—well, I consider myself her personal driver. I can listen to her lecture about it all day because I love her voice, she's not fond of talking so I grab every opportunity I get to hear voice. Can you imagine? A Senior Flight Attendant/ Cabin Service Director like her, whose work asks her to talk and accommodate different flight passengers is an introvert? That's also one thing I love about her, she says that she hates to mingle with a lot of people or facing a big crowd yet she unintentionally overcomes her fear by doing her job everyday.

Since she has a lot of international flights more than domestic ones, we spend a lot of time whenever she's in the country. As an actor, I have to be careful on whatever I post on social media and I am but you don't know how I wanted to post every picture we have in my phone. The people around me, my stylist, my PA, my manager which are all my friends are the one who posted different pictures of us in the internet. Every picture we had, I always find it in the news. One time, I found a tweet of hers, answering a question from a friend about our relationship and she answered that we're just friends. I really hate that phrase, "just friends".

In her, I found a companion. I found a best friend. I found a confidante. I found a true friend in the world full of pretensions. And maybe a possible lover? I don't know.

There are days that I found myself really annoyed or frustrated about something, like today. Okay, who am I kidding? Of course, it's about Maine. It feels like she's mine but not. It feels like I'm hers but not. It feels like we're lovers but not. Do you get what I'm talking about? Although, I feel frustrated at most times, my feelings for her would never change. Even though, I am not sure what we really are, at least I'm very sure of what I really feel, I love her.