Internet Dorks

The last of internet dorks...

A/N just a quick thing. I'm sorry my pov's are all over the place it's a bit messy but I needed to do it. Thanks and hope you enjoy the last chapter of Internet Dorks- Louise 😊

Jasmine's P.O.V

"Goodnight Dan. Say you'll love me no matter what. No matter what happens, where we go, what we do. Please. I love you Dan" I said trying to hold back the tears that were finally starting to form behind my eyes.

"Of course I will Jaz, I love you. I always will no matter what happens..."

Dan whispered in my ear pulling me closer. I nestled my head into his chest and cried. I cried and cried and cried until my eyes were dry. It felt so good to just let it all out but it felt so bad too. I felt terrible. Dan had fell asleep with me in his arms. He started to snore slightly as I carefully unwrapped his arms from my waist. I tip toed out of his room and walked downstairs. Everywhere was silent. You'd think that silence is peaceful, but really it's painful. Now I understood what Tyler Joseph meant, in the song Car Radio. Sometimes quiet is violent. And it is. Especially now. I grabbed the back door keys from the kitchen table and stepped outside into the cold air. I didn't bother putting a jacket on, I didn't need to. I shut the door behind me and I sat on the damp grass and screamed. I screamed and shouted and cursed until my throat was raw. I ran my fingers through my hair and clenched my fists, pulling at my stupid blue hair. My shoulders bagan to shake. I sat in the same spot in the pitch black for over an hour. I cried, cursed, screamed and pummeled my fists into the ground. The world around me didn't feel real, I didn't feel real. I didn't recognize myself. I just wanted it all to end. I just wanted to go...

Dan's P.O.V

I woke up at about 8 in the morning. I turned over on my side about to cuddle Jasmine when I saw she wasn't there. I thought she must have gone to the bathroom.

"Jasmine? Are you okay, are you being sick?" I shouted. There was no reply. I quickly pulled my trackies on and got out of bed. I knocked on the bathroom door. Nothing. I ran downstairs to see that the keys were missing from the table. Where had she gone? I was starting to panic, I was in a fluster when I saw a shape on the ground outside. It was Jasmine.

"Jasmine" I said shaking her. "Jasmine wake up. Now! What are you doing?" She opened her eyes. I touched her pale cheeks. They were as cold as ice.

"Jasmine! What were you thinking, what are you doing here you're freezing? Come on inside now."

I picked her up from the floor like in the films and brought her inside. I laid her on the sofa and sat next to her, gently rubbing her arms to keep her warm.

"I'm sorry Dan." She murmured. "I went for some fresh air, must have fell asleep. Won't happen again" She said sitting up.

"What the hell Jasmine?" I sighed. "Oh never mind as long as you're okay. You silly silly girl...I love you."
She stared at me with sorrow in her eyes. She didn't cry. She didn't make a noise. She just looked up at me, I felt like she was staring into my soul. Her eyes are beautiful, her eyelashes are naturally long and they don't flutter, they flap like a butterfly's wings. I know it's strange but it's true. And anyway, I love strange.

"Jaz, do you think you're well enough to go shopping with me? My jeans have got a hole in them and I can't find my others anywhere. " I wasn't sure if Jasmine would be up to going anywhere. She'd hardly spoke all day, just sat in the same spot for hours apart from to go to the bathroom and have a drink. She didn't eat. She hardly spoke. I needed her to do something, have a proper conversation. We can't go on like this. I can't do it. It's like talking to the suffocating air, the words just pass straight through her. She'll either nod, shrug her shoulders or do nothing at all.
"Um, sure. Maybe. I don't really want to but fine. I'll be fine" This was the first sentence she's said all day. I said she didn't have to go but she insisted.