Crestfallen • Jeonghan [2]

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He watched from afar as both of them reunited.

He watched as she smiled like the way she used to smile at him.

He watched her smile for the first time after being an emotional wreck for months.

And she was smiling.

He watched as she smiled through the kiss, her cheeks tainted pink.

Only that she wasn't doing it for him. She was smiling for another guy. She was laughing for another guy.

It felt like it was just yesterday he felt her lips against his.

But now her lips were stolen by another guy, and he knew that he was being torn apart.

He knew he's got three words that he's been dying to tell her sincerely, and keep his words as a promise instead of just talking lies.

The anger that was building inside of him washed away, replaced by sorrows and tears forming in his eyes.

And despite the sadness that he felt, he smiled.

For her.

Oh, how I wished that was me.

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And here is a gif of jeonghan holding back his tears to make you feel what i feel bc it fucking hurts

I wrote this while listening to Standing Egg's Miss you i know his name is weird but yall should listen to him he's awesome

I feel so emo now omg

My mom's bday is tmrw n im so nervous oh goD bc for the past few years i never prepared anything for her so :(

Jeonghan's making me so wonu rn

Sorry for my late updates guys :( i made a double update to apologize since I've been so busy to even sit down and write

But i hope you guys enjoyed these two short chapters and ilyall!

- cee