Fairy Tail One Shots ( X Reader )

Rogue X Reader: Illusionary Love

~~~ This next one is for my friend Sunfoxx just because I wanted to write, so here we go! I'll be using her oc as I know her (so not perfectly, sorry Moo-chan).
Enjoy!~~~

~Narrator's  POV~

You sat with her friends in the Fairy Tail guild hall, staring out the window nearest to you. Your attention slowly drifted around your  mind, stopping at each fond memory. You suddenly remembered your boyfriend. Rogue.  His soft words of love played through your head, making tears prick at the corners of your eyes.

You had been in a relationship for about 9 months, but because of his quiet nature (cough cough he's a whimp when it comes to you cough cough) and the fact that he's in another guild, you hadn't seen him in more then two months. He had only asked you out a twice, and you were starting to feel used. Like you didn't actually matter to him.

~(Y/n) POV~

I felt a tear slide down my cheek, going unnoticed to my friends. I stood up abruptly and excused myself to the bathroom, ignoring the concerned looks from the others.

I locked the door behind me as I entered the single bathroom, and let my tears run.

Rogue... I don't understand why I feel this way, but I know I love you... Where are you? I can't take this distance...

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Standing infront of the mirror, I wiped away the tear stains on my cheeks and used my illusion magic to mask my puffy eyes. I left the bathroom and exited the guild hall, not wanting any of my friends of worry about me.

I reached my room in the all girls dorm and entered, flopping on my bed. I turned onto my back, staring at the ceiling with a somber look.

Maybe we should break up...

The thought ran through my head, seeping into every inch. Finally it hit a certain spot and tears welled in my eyes. I had to stop thinking about him.

Rolling off my bed, I stood up and went to the kitchen. I wiped the tears away with the back of my wrist, then filled a teapot with water and turned on the fire lacrima. Taking a mug from the cabinet, I plopped down in a chair.

Ever since he started sealing himself away, nothing about me was the same. My friends knew it, even if they wouldn't ask me about it directly, I knew it, even if I had tried to stay positive, but I doubted Rogue knew. He alsways seemed too busy. Jobs, his guild, his friends, he never had time for me. Maybe I was just selfish, and needed to move on. If he really cared, he wouldn't put this much distance between us.

The whistle on the kettle blew and I turned off the heat, pouring the boiling water into my cup and adding the tea bag, sugar and milk.
I sat for a while, drinking my tea, trying to clear my mind. I decided that I needed to talk to him, no matter how much it hurt or how busy he was.

Sinking lower in my chair, I continued to sip my tea. What would I tell him? What if he doesn't care? I felt my heart continue to shatter, piece by piece.

Putting down my teacup, I stood up, gathering my things as I planned to visit him.

You just have to stay strong until it's done (Y/n).