Who Am I?

chapter 11

I looked over at chris and quickly wiped my eyes before she glanced at me. She just smiled trying to avoid thinking about her past again. "Well thats my dumb past story, i guess we both dont have anyone to take care of us now.."

I looked down at the floor "yeah...." my mothers face flashed into my mind. "Im alone now"

Chris set her hand on my shoulder "your not alone. Im right here."

I smiled at her "we have such a cheesy friendship."

She laughed and scrunched up my hair "yeah cause your a goofball."

I nodded. "From this point on i have no idea what to do. I dont have school. I dont have parents. "

Chris shrugged "aye we can just hang till that issue comes up right?"

I sighed "yeah i guess." I walked over to my bed and layed down. "I just wanna sleep, my body feels so heavy and my brain hurts."

Chris looked at me then bit her lip. She took a deep breath and walked over to the bed laying beside me, facing the other direction.

I had my eyes closed but i was still awake. I could feel Chris's back against mine and it kept moving slightly. As if she was crying.....

I didn't move not wanting to show that I was awake but I felt such a heavy feeling in my chest. I wanted to cry but I couldn't anymore. I'm in a state of frozen emotions, my mind isn't making sense anymore.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes deciding that it was best if I went to sleep.