Who Am I?

chapter 2

I walked up to the school and stopped at the gate. I looked in at all the students talking and laughing. I took a deep breath then stepped in. I walked in and looked at everyone. I know no one here. Maybe Switching schools for junior year wasnt a really good idea.

I looked at a group of girls laughing and smiling. I smiled. I want to be just like that and have a bunch of friends. I slowly walked up to the group and smiled at them. "Um... hi there. Im...im sam." I said nervously.

A girl with long blond hair and bright green eyes smiled at me. And then hugged me and spun me around "oh my god! You are so freaking adorable! You are like the cutest girl in the world! That was so adorable!"

Her friend grabbed her by the collar and pulled her back. "Stop it! Your creeping her out!"

I blushed and stumbled backwards falling onto my butt. I bit my lip amd looked up at them. The friend of the girl had long black hair and side swept bangs. Her eyes were a violet color. She looked down at me and laughed. She put her hand out And helped me up. "You okay?"

I nodded still blushing.

The blond girl stuck her hand out in front of my face. "Hiya. My name is grace."

I took her hand and shook it. "I...im sam."

The girl with black hair smiled at me "and im chris. Nice to meet ya."

I smiled. Everything is going to be fine. Everything is really going to be okay.

And then......my heart sank. As i looked in front of me at the boy smiling and pointing. And i realized who it was.... it was yuki from my old school. And standing right next to him was a big group of boys that started to laugh as well. I . Felt tears form in my eyes and i knew that it was a stupid idea. How could i be happy? How could a freak like me ever be happy?

I got pulled out of my trance by a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw grace. "Whats wrong sam?" She said in a worried tone.

At that moment i realized i had froze and started to cry. I wiped my eyes and looked at her, then i looked at the ground. "Dont waste your time talking to me. Your going to find out and then you wont want to be my friend. Stop wasting your time worrying because in the end your not going to care."

She looked at me worried "what are you talking about?"

Before i could answer i felt a large force on my chest and i fell backwards hitting my elbows onto the ground. I looked up and saw yuki standing there grinning.

Grace looked at him and screamed "what the hell is your problem?!?"

She went to help me up when yuki stopped her. "Look girl just back away. This is none of your business. Me and sam here are just having a conversation." He grinned.

Grace backed up fearing that she was going to get hurt. Yuki smiled at me. "Wow sam. You lyin to these girls. Your a little pervert arent you sam. Why dont you tell em sam?"

I stood up with tears in my eyes "please just go away yuki." I said quietly.

He spoke louder for everyone to hear. "I always knew it sam. I could always tell you were a fag. And now look at you. Your pretending to be a girl you little faggot! What the hell is wrong with you!" He pushed me on the floor again. "Get the hell out of here you freak show! No one wants you here! Why dont yoj just go kill yourself!" He started to kick me in the stomach over and over. I thought i was going to die.

Then chris ran at him and pushed him on the floor. "GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER!"

he stood up and looked at her angerly "look bitch did you not hear me? This aint no chick. Its a boy"

She screamed at him "i dont care what the hell she is but you better back off before i turn you into a girl! You hear me kid! "

He looked at me then looked at chris. "What the hell is wrong with you people. I bet this chick is a boy too. Jeez im going to go tell the principle that a boy is pretending to be a girl." He walked away.

Chris looked at me then helped me up. "Come on. Lets go clean you up."

I frowned and looked at the ground. Everyone was staring and pointing and giggling. "Please dont pity me. Dont pretend to be my friend. I would rather just have you beat me up."

She lifted my head and looked at me angerly "shut up! There is nothing wrong with you! Now come on!" She grabbed my hand and dragged me through the crowd of people. I was so shocked that i just followed her with shock.

She pulled me to the bathroom and opened the door but before she dragged me in i pulled my hand away. I coughed. "I cant go in there."

She sighed and grabbed my hand "yes you can! Your a girl."

When we got in the bathroom i looked at her shocked "but im....."

She stopped me "shut the hell up! Not one more word! If you want to be a girl then that is what you are."

I stared at her shocked then had a coughing fit spitting blood all over the floor. She grabbed paper towels and handed them to me. "Shit he got you good."

I looked in the mirror at myself and saw that i had scratches up the side of my face and i had blood coming from my nose and mouth. My elbows were bleeding and the back of my shirt was all ripped and covered in dirt. My stomach was in excruciating pain and it felt like i had been shot. I sat down on the floor finally feeling the pain. I leaned against the wall and looked at chris "thank you."

She sighed grabbing the first aid kit off the wall "dont thank me. I should have done something before he injured you. I could have but i didnt. Im sorry."

I leaned my head against the bathroom wall and then my eyes shut and i fell asleep.