Homestuck Fanfics

I Smile ((Vriska x Terezi))

Vriska's POV:

Been a while since you rejected me. After we were moirails, and I liked you as a matesprit. A simple no would have sufficed, but not for you. You insulted me. You pointed out all my flaws as if I don't see them. As if I wasn't fully aware I was and still am a spiderbitch teen. All I did was feel red towards you. Red. Is it not your favorite color? I guess it's not that big of a surprise. I am a blue blood, complete opposite of red. I guess that Dave Human is more your type. I have to admit when he rejected you as well, I was pretty ecstatic. Seeing you all broken hearted over some stupid low blood human was definitely something I loved. It was better than hearing you talk about it, with that giant fucking smile on your face. Ugh, your happiness was because of him, and that was enough to make me go insane. I would never show that though. I mean in the end, I got what I wanted. You are frowning, and moping all the time, and the smile I wear never leaves my face....if it never leaves, why does it feel so out of place then? 

I mean, fuck, you deserve to be unhappy. Seeing you all broken down made me the happiest troll in the world. I loved watching those teal tears fall down your cheeks, and I laughed at you when you got hurt. Why would I feel any remorse towards you? 

And here you are, fucking smiling like nothing is wrong. Your smile is just as fake as mine. Even behind some rad red glasses, I know you are stil just as depressed as any other teen troll whose friends keep dying and who finally fucking got what she deserved. I know your smile is fake, but I still hate knowing that you can pretend to be happy better than I can. Even now, I am sitting in my hive, pestering John, but looking at you. You are smiling and laughing, talking to Karkat. In the middle of what you're saying, you stop saying it and Karkat doesn't notice as he rambles on and you look at me. You saw me looking at you from my hive, and I duck down immediately. Hoping you didn't catch me, I just sit there. I listen closely waiting for something to happen, for you to walk to my door and come apologize or chew me out. But nothing. You and Karkat are done talking and have left. I realize you don't care anymore, perhaps you never did. Feeling both immense anger and bitterness, blue tears streak my gray cheeks. I end up crying myself to sleep, something I hadn't done before.

I woke up still curled up in a ball by my door. I slowly regain my memory as to what happened yesterday  and get angry, frustrated, aggravted beyond belief. I want to hurt someone, or something anything to get the hurt I feel inside....out. Instead I just scream. Scream, and yell and kick and punch anything in sight. Why did I care so much? Even after you rejected me, I made my life all about making you sad. You didn't care about me, why did I care about you? It's such bullshit, even now as I sit here and throw a tantrum and tire myself out to a point where I can't do anything but stare at the cieling. Stare and wonder. Did you ever go home and scream? No. Why would you? You didn't care. Unless, you did? Did it hurt you to see me? I wonder if seeing me smile burned like when I saw you smile. Did you know I was faking it too? Did your tears stain your gray cheeks now and then too? ...

Are we really that different? 

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I dunno I just....got an idea I guess.

I hope y'all stay stellar :33 and stay tuned for more stories, I am really sorry I haven't been posting but like I've stated before I DO TAKE REQUESTS.