If Only You Remember | Zayn Malik

~if Only You Remember Chapter 33~

If Only You Remember Chapter 33

Jasmine's Pov:

"Oh cheer up Jazzy," Louis plopped down next to me. Kids were screaming and laughing around the group and I. Parents laughing and chasing their kids.

I looked around and smiled at the families. I looked over at Zachary to see a look of concern across his face. I lightly smiled and shrugged.

I looked up at the concern group. "What's wrong?" Danielle asked. "Why did you call us here?" Eleanor asked. "Where is Zayn?" Liam asked as he looked around.

"Out with his girl friend," I mumbled. "Since when does Zayn have a girlfriend?" Niall asked. "Ooh when can we meet her?" Harry asked. "That's probably the reason why he hasn't been around lately," Makayla shrugged obviously knowing the answer.

"Yeah," I mumbled not even paying attention. "Aw cheer up Jasmine. We could have a blast while Zayn is out with his girl friend," Louis nudged my shoulder. I snapped out of my thoughts.

"Your right," I said. "I need to let loose and have fun at the festival," I grinned. "That's what I came here for," I said. "There you go!" Everyone chorused together.

"Just forget about everything," Eleanor said as I nodded agreeing. "Now let's to get fried twinkles," Niall clapped his hands together before running off.

"Bring me back a fried Twinkie!" I hollered to him. He gave me a thumbs up before disappearing. "I'm heading to the art stands. I'll be right back," I announced.

I walked away from everyone and walked towards the art area. There were many different stands with different paintings. There were many different famous painted pictures.

Salvador Dali, Pablo Picasso, Vincent Van Gogh, Georgia O'Keefe, and Frida Kahlo's paintings were here and in a case.

I studied each painting as I walked down the stands. I stopped in front of a painting. It was a painting of a tan skin man with raven hair and dark eyes.

This picture reminds me a lot of Zayn. I studied the picture a little more. I walked closer to it and looked.

"Whatcha looking at?" Niall's chirpy voice said from behind me. I jumped and turned around. "I brought you your fried Twinkie," he handed me my snack.

"Thank you," I smiled. "Fried Twinkies are amazing," I moaned at the delightful taste of Twinkies. He laughed and agreed. We began walking around to find the others.

"So do you want to talk about your issue with Zayn?" He asked out of no where. I sighed and shrugged. "Nothing really happened. He decided to hang out with his girl friend instead of me when he already promised me," I said.

"Are you ok?" He asked, voice full of concern. "Yeah why?" I asked. "It's just. No offense you can go all tough and hard headed but I know you have your crying moments," he said.

"Of course I do. Everyone does at some point. I just felt disappointed and hurt," I said. "Well if your ever need someone to talk to. I'm here," he smiled as he nudged my shoulder.

I laughed and said, "I will." "So your ok?" He questioned. "I'm fine," I assured him. "Good. I don't want you to ruin your day just because of Zayn," he said.

"Don't worry. Zayn is the least of my worries," I lightly smiled. We saw the group ahead of us. I continued to eat my fried Twinkie as we approached them.

"Hey! There you are," Zachary said. "Where'd you go?" Eleanor asked. "I said I was going to the art stands," I stated. "No you didn't," Louis stuck his tongue at me.

"Calling me a liar?" I raised an eyebrow. His eyes widen and he shook his head. I smirked and said, "I did say something. Then I left."

"Niall found me and we came back here," I shrugged. "Anyways! Lets continue our day shall we?" Niall smiled. "Yes we shall," I grinned at him.

"Where to first?" Danielle asked. "We could go play the games," Liam suggested. "We could also do an eating contest," Zachary said. "Or the fair rides," Harry said. "Yeah let's do that," Makayla said.

"Then we shall!" I exclaimed. We all ran towards the first fair ride we saw, which was the Ferris Wheel. Oh this can't be good.

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So our day is coming to a end. Just kidding. It's only been two hours later and we only hit half the fair! We hit the Ferris wheel, some fair games, the swings, and an eating contest!

Sadly Niall won. I still have to beat him next time. "I'm hungry," I complained. "We just did an eating contest. How are you hungry?" Danielle asked.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I just am," I smiled. "Then go get something Jazzy boo. We aren't stopping you," Zachary laughed.

I laughed and looked over at the food stand. I could really use a hot dog right now. I stood up and jogged over to the hot dog stand. As I slowly approached the stand, I've noticed a familiar couple standing there.

I came to a halt and watched them. Zayn laughed and leaned in to kiss Perrie's cheek. She blushed and lightly pushed him away. Of course in a joking manner.

My stomach twisted and turned. I cringed at the scene. I felt the tears build up. I quickly wiped them away and backed away.

I turned around but bumped into someone causing a ruckus. His hotdog that was in his hand smeared across my jacket.

The guy getting knocked down on the ground and ketchup all over me.

Everyone turned and looked over at me. I awkwardly stood there speechless. I looked like a mess right there. I felt like huddling up and crying,

Zayn and Perrie watched me, especially Zayn. His eyes were fixed on me. His eyes held no emotion. He looked down at my jacket then back up to my eyes.

My lip quivered as I was about to cry. I shook my head and turned around. Of course Zayn wouldn't help or do anything. He has his "girlfriend."

I didn't know Zayn has such a big affect on me. That it hurts sometimes. I didn't know that I actually cared that much for him.

For a guy that I can't have.

Can't have. Can't have. Those words kept repeating in my head. I used to have him. If only I knew how I felt back then. I could of been his again.

The worst thing about this all wasn't that I just humiliated myself in front of a crowd but is that I fell again. I broke my own promise. A promise that I wouldn't fall for a guy again and have him break down my walls but someone did again.

He broke my walls down just by one little thing that started this all. Bumping into him again at Starbucks. Just by bumping into him caused a huge affect.

I have utterly fallen in love again with the one and only guy who crushed my heart for the first time.

I have fallen in love again with the one and only Zayn Malik and this time I may not get a chance to be with him again.

I've fallen in love with him who happened to fallen in love with someone else who isn't me.

I guess I was too late.

A/n: Hello everyone! I am back!! But I will be leaving again on Saturday when I head to Colorado on the 27th. I will still be updating but I will be busy. Next update should be up soon!(: