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"I got the crackers." Axel murmured, handing them to everyone who couldn't hold their liquor. "Thanks Axel." Roxas said, grabbing one from the basket and biting down on it softly. "Riku, you really should eat something, you drank pretty heavily and I didn't see you eat yesterday." Sora said worriedly, Riku looked over at him and smiled. "I'll eat soon." "Here's let's go get a big buffet for Riku!" Vanitas yelled out. "Yeah!" Axel yelled. "C'mon everyone let's go!" Ventus yelled out. "I don't wanna go." Riku said begrudgingly. "Fine you stay here." Roxas said. "I'll keep him company." Sora said. "Fine." Roxas said as the rest of them walked out the door. "How are you feeling Sora?" Riku asked. "Fine, now Riku, we need to talk." Sora sat up firmly, but suddenly felt dazed. "Sora, we need to talk. She's dead Sora....I'm sorry...." Sora grabbed his head in confusion and dazed pain. "Sora!" Riku yelled out, holding him tight. "It...it hurt..." Sora shook his head. "Riku..." Sora gripped onto his shirt tightly. "I...remember..." "You remember what Sora?" "Ven...tus..."
Sora opened his eyes weakly and looked around. "Riku?" Riku poked his head up and sat down on the bedside. "You're awake!" "How long was I out?" Sora asked. "About...twenty minutes." Sora sighed. "I remembered." "What'd you remember?" Sora closed his eyes. "Ventus." "What about Ventus?" "I remember...his face...I remember...my....he would...ach!" Sora held his head tight. Riku rubbed Sora's templed softly with his thumb. "Shh, there there, don't worry..." Sora untensed slowly. "My...there was this guy...would always come to the house...and spend time with...but he looked so sad...so lost...I wanted to hug him...although I was hurting for some reason..." Sora looked up at the ceiling and went pale. "Leave me alone! I know! I don't remember!" Riku looked up and a hazy figure of a man there, poking fun of Sora. "Leave me alone!" Riku yelled out. "You...see it...?" '...fault...ha....this....me...." "I'm sorry! I don't remember you that well and I don't know what I did to you!" Riku balled his fists. "It's not his fault! Leave him alone!" 'why...defending....loser...boy....scram....late..." "I won't leave! I will defend him forever!" Sora widened his eyes and gripped onto Riku tightly. "It hurts! It hurts!" Sora yelled, tears welling up in his eyes. "What hurts Sora?!" "I just..." "It's all your fault! It's your fault mom and dad fight! It's all your fault! And now you corrupted me! Go die!" Sora gripped his head tightly as tears streamed down his face and Riku held him tight as the man cleared up a little, he looked a little like Sora it felt like...still the figure was so dark and hazed... "I'm sorry Riku..." Sora whispered. "What are you sorry for?" "I...don't remember fully...but...I did something...and it's happening to you...I think..." Riku closed his eyes. "Don't worry Sora, I'm here..." "Why are you so in love with me...?" Sora asked bluntly. "Huh?" "I...I remember...a little...I remember you...you were fit, healthy, muscular...and now...your parents were great, you had friends, you had great grades...so why...? Why did you do this to yourself...?" "Because I wanted to rescue you from this hell..." "This place is hell to you?" "No, not really, I just wanted to see you again too...I need you in my life..." Sora looked down. "Ventus...looked so out of this world..." "How do you know it was Ventus?" "I just...I remember that look when he gets lost, when gets stressed, I remember...watching from the sidelines...watching Ventus being dragged around by...argh...who...?" Riku planted a kiss on top of Sora's head. "Don't strain yourself..." "I feel...endangered....like...I'm at risk..." "Do you know some of these people's pasts?" Riku asked. "Uh..." "The only one all of us know is Ventus' since it was all over the news." "What happened?" "He killed his mom because she tried to drown him, she beat him, starved him..." Riku lingered in his words. "I remember this man...that looks like me...he was...he just got out of law school...and just became an attorney..." "Just rest Sora, rest..."
"C'mon Ven, we've been dating for years now and you're gonna leave me on the side like trash?" the man with the name Ventus could never remember asked. "You know I never wanted to be with you, you took my virginity, my purity." "I got you out of jail." "I know but..." "You remember our deal, don't you? Or do you need a reminder?" the man slithered his hand on Ventus' butt as Ventus squirmed. "Your purity left you when you killed your mom, you murderer." "I didn't mean to!" Ventus shrieked, tears welling up in his eyes. "Just shut up, and do your job." "Please I don't want this anymore! I wanna be with someone else!" "Shut up! You know after what that little fuck did to me I need some happiness and pleasure! I gotta get it from my..." the man pulled down Ventus' pants and let his hand roam as Ventus silently cried. "Favorite boy before he corrupts you too..." the man planted kisses on Ventus' lips. "You know what to do." Ventus reluctantly pulled down his boxers and whined from the pain he was about to feel yet again.
