I went to our veranda feeling the cold breeze hug my whole body, it almost 5 years since he left us..
Five years of pain...
Five years of trying to be strong for us...
Five years of loneliness...
Five years of missing him...
Everytime I miss him I always went here and look at the sky, count the stars and then close my eyes hanggang ngayon ramdam ko pa rin ang presence nya sa tuwing ipipikit ko ang mga mata ko nararamdaman ko yung bawat yakap nya, halik nya at ang baba nyang nakapatong sa balikat ko. Mga yakap niyang nagbibigay ng lakas sa akin.
Sabi nga ni FreakNaPusa the most painful word in dictionary is ALMOST..
We almost there, we almost reach our happy ending, we almost vow infront of the church we almost...
But we didn't reach there...
I feel the cold breeze, then like this past year I still hear it...
"I love you the most Aliza.."
Hinayaan kong tumulo ang luha sa mga mata ko habang nakapikit ako at pinakiramdam ko siya...
"Zech..."
Hanggang ngayon siya pa rin ang hinahanap hanap ng puso ko... Gusto ko ng pakawalan siya pero hindi ko magawa..
Paano???
Tulungan mo naman akong sagutin oh...
BINABASA MO ANG
My Own Made Fanboy
RomanceLoving someone who cant love you back is what they say the most painful feeling that you will feel in this world... But for me... It is not ... It is loving someone who loves you back but cant do anything to make you feel it.. PS: The characters is...
