Dealing with some stuff (Minishaw)

Ch. 4 - Who suspects it?

Harry had been cutting more and more over the past few weeks, it was becoming an everyday thing. He was also starting to be less and less careful about it, his mindset was not right, he was not alright. The others were also starting to notice that more and more. 

He had gone home for a week, that put him in a good mood for about 3 days before he was back in the same routine and that routine had gone on for almost 2 weeks now. He never really came down to hang with the others, he did maybe 1 or 2 videos a week and he was just in his bedroom, he did not want to go out, he came along sometimes but if he did he was quiet. The others were starting to find this behavior wired but did not say anything to him, or one another. 

One day Simon found some blood on the bathroom floor, he and Harry shared a bathroom and he knew that the blood was not his so Simon knocked on Harry's door, 

"yeah?" Harry shouted

"can I come in for a sec?" 

"Yeah sure, just hold on a minute" Harry said and he put on a jumper, then he went to open the door and Simon was serious looking and that made Harry very scared, and his mind went into panic, did he know his secret , what the hell would he do now? He wanted to bolt, he wanted to run away as far as possible and not have to deal with this. 

"what's going on" Harry asked trying to sound as normal as possible, but his voice was slightly shaking.

"was that your blood that I saw on the bathroom floor this morning?" Simon asked strait out. Harry stared at him with wide eyes as he tried to come up with a good lie on the spot. He was not really good at that. 

"Yes, I rammed my toe into the stairs" Harry lied strait to his face

"really, how can a toe bleed that much from just ramming itself into the stairs? Is there something you want to tell me?" Simon asked as he stepped closer to Harry, 

"No, I told you, I just rammed it, nothing serious" Harry almost shouted at him, backing away as he did not really want Simon so close to him, it was like he could smell his fear.

"why are you getting defensive then?"

"I'm not " Harry almost screamed at Simon

"prove it to me then! Take off your socks" Simon demanded. He looked pissed

"I don't have to prove anything to you!" Harry said and now he was getting angry 

"TAKE OFF YOUR SOCK HARRY!" Simon yelled at him,

"NO" Harry yelled back

"WHY NOT?"

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE ANYTHING TO YOU" Harry screamed at him and tried  to push Simon out off his room,

"ANSWER MY QUESTION HARRY, WHY NOT" Simon said and grabbed Harry's wrists and Harry made a face in pain and Simon saw. But he managed to push Simon out the door and then he slammed it into his face and then he locked the door behind him and he threw himself on the bed and broke down crying, what had he just done. Now they would kick him out off the sidemen for sure. should he just make a run for it?