Dealing with some stuff (Minishaw)

Ch. 10 - Always

Harry was really trying, the recovery was much harder than he ever thought it would be, he did not want to take his medication, he felt so strange when on them, he just wanted to sleep, he was crying so much as it was just to hard for him, why was this so hard? He just did not want this to be this hard, he wanted a quick fix but that is just not possible. 

The others had taken the lock off his door, they had told Harry that they just did not want him to hurt himself more and that this needed to be done, just for a little while, while he got better. He agreed as he knew that it would be for the best but it made him feel bad about himself that the others did not trust him to handle this, but that was the problem in the first place, he had not asked for help soon enough and now he was here. He did not want to be a hassle to everyone else anymore. Sometimes he still thought that everyone was better without him, then he just laid down in his bed and cried his eye's out or until he fell asleep. 

"can I come in" Simon asked as Harry just laid on his bed and he was crying, Simon had heard him from outside the door as he had been there for a while, debating if he should go inside or not. 

"yeah"

"wanna talk?" He asked

"not really"

"want support?" Simon asked again

"yeah" Harry said and Simon just laid down next to him, holding him in his arms until Harry fell asleep after crying so much. 

"I'm never going to let you go, I hope you know I will always be here for you, I love you" Simon said to a sleeping Harry, then he himself fell asleep and they slept there together until the next morning. 

- Next morning - 

Harry woke up before Simon and he felt a little better, he had really needed that, he smiled at Simon and then he woke him up

"hey"

"ohh hey" Simon said looking around

"you stayed all night?" Harry asked

"you were upset, I did not want to leave you"

"thank you" Harry said and smiled kissing Simon on the cheek, but then he relished what he had done and he freaked out, it was not helping that Simon's cheeks went bright red, running out the door and strait into the bathroom and he locked the door after him.

"Harry, come out, we need to talk about this" Simon said in a calm voice

"don't be mad at me"

"I'm not mad at you"

"promise?" Harry said opening the door, he had a fresh cut on his arm that was bleeding and Simon looked at him very concerned,

"Common, let's go clean this up OK" he said as calmly as he could and then he sat Harry down and cleaned his arm up.

"why are you not mad at me?"

"why would I, I've been wanting to do that for ages myself" Simon said

"really?"

"really" Simon said as he kissed Harry's wrist. "Let me just take care off you, I promise I'll be gentle"