Dealing with some stuff (Minishaw)

Ch. 8 - you need to get better

Harry was admitted to the hospital strait away, Simon had told them what he had said down at the lake and after seeing what he was doing to himself they admitted him to the hospital for evaluation. He was quite low in blood and fluids so they were giving him some blood and fluid trough an I.V that they had put in his arm. He also got something to help him sleep as this was all very overwhelming for him. He also had to get 12 stitches in his thigh to close the wound that he had gotten from jumping out the window.

Simon was sitting with him when the other sidemen arrived.

"how is he?" Tobi asked as they all walked in

"they just gave him something to sleep, they are admitting him for psychological evaluation, he has been cutting himself a lot as you can see on his arms, he wanted to die today" Simon told them as they all looked at the 19 year old that was laying asleep on the bed

"OMG, how could we have been so blind?" Vikk said and the others agreed.

"He has been acting strange for a wile now" Josh said and they all felt so bad that they had not acted sooner, as deep down they had all known that something was wrong.

They stayed for an hour, but then everyone headed home, except Simon, he would not leave his side. He stayed trough the night.

Next day –

Simon woke up before Harry did and went to get himself a cup off coffee, he made it back before Harry woke up as well, he wanted to let Harry know that he was not alone when he would wake up. Simon took his hand, he loved that boy, he would do anything for him. It had not really hit him until he had found him at the park, he had always cared a lot for Harry, but he always just thought off it as he was being protective as he was 4 years older than he was. Then he felt as Harry stirred and opened his eyes after having been out for almost 18 hours.

"hey you are awake"

"where am I?"

"you are at the hospital, do you remember yesterday?"

"I'm so sorry, I keep dragging you all down, you should just go"

"don't talk like that, I wont leave you, I'm here for you OK" Simon tried to convince him but Harry refused to believe him.

"you would all be so much better off without me, I keep dragging you down" 

"No, you are one off us, there is no Sidemen without you" Simon said to him then the doctor came in to see him, He just wanted to talk, Harry broke down and told the doctor everything he was feeling and that he felt like he was losing himself more and more every single day. The doctor then told him that he might have what is called Major depressive disorder. They were going to keep him in the hospital for the next couple off days to see how he would do. They just wanted to keep an eye on him and find out if he would need some medication to help him.