Dealing with some stuff (Minishaw)

Ch. 7 - the search

They all ran there separate ways, Vikk went into the backyard looking there and the others split up to cover the most ground in the shortest amount off time, JJ, Josh and Tobi went on cars so they could be faster, Simon and Ethan walked around the block to see if they could find him. After looking around the back yard Vikk joined them. They all went there separate ways to cover more ground, they had an agreement that whoever found him would call someone and then it would spread trough the group.

They had been looking for over 30 minutes when Simon saw him, he was at a park next to a lake. Just holding his head in his arms, he looked like he was crying, Simon walked closer, but very slowly as he did not want to startle him.

"Harry" Simon said calmly

"go away"

"can I sit down and we can talk?"

"No"

"we need to talk about this Harry"

"NO, I DON'T WANT TO TALK" Harry screamed and tried to run off, but he had a deep cut in his thigh that was bleeding quite badly, Simon caught him and took his arm and managed to get him to the ground as Harry was screaming bloody murder but then he broke down, hysterically crying out and Simon just took him in his arms and let him cry, there was something very wrong.

"Harry you need to go to the hospital, this might need stitches" Simon said as calmly as he could

"No, I'm fine"

"Harry you are not, you've not been for the past 6 months, We have all seen it, just tell me what's wrong"

"I just can't do this anymore, I feel like I'm drowning"

"what can't you do?"

"I can't do this, I just want to go, everything would be better if I just left"

"left? What are you talking about?"

"life, I can't, I just can't, I can't do this anymore, I feel like I've failed everyone " 

"trust me, you have not, just let me take you to the hospital yeah?"

"No, they can't help me, it's to late for me "Harry said and his breathing was getting slower and slower, then he passed out in Simon's arms.

"Harry don't do this, wake up pliz" Simon said as he panicked and called 999 and he gave them the location so they could come as fast as possible, then he called JJ.

The ambulance took 10 minutes to get there and then they loaded an unconscious Harry into the ambulance, Simon got to go with them and then as they took off his sweater to get an I.V in, they all saw the scars on his arms.Simon was shocked, he just took Harry's hand and told him that he would be OK,even though he knew Harry would not hear him.