Why The Fuck Did I Fell In Love

January Eleven

January eleven

I has been two days sense me and Joe got together.I didn't get to see him yesterday but today he will come.I went to the shop earlier to tell him in person that I wanted to see him tonight and he said he will come.I'm so exited.I just hope thinks go good tonight.

Mom and I cooked to day and I made juice.I gave out the food and mom gave out the juice.everyone ate and drink together.which made me to smile because we don't usually finish eating without someone getting mad or one of my little brothers getting beating for not wanting to eat or dropping the food on the floor doing foolishness.
Me and Mon worked our asses up today.so much things needed to be fixed in the house.especially in the bathroom and the living room.

I couldn't stop thinking about Joe.every thing I did today my mind went on him.I think I'm going crazy.he is unforgettable.he is so funny.I can't think about nothing else but him.I think this boy did something to me.may be it's jus me that think about him.he may not even think about me for today.shout up Dina of course he thinks bout you.

I went on the bathroom to pee but me thinking about Joe so much I thought I was sitting on his lap but I found my self sitting on the toilet.How sad. I just wish I stop thinking bout him.my mother cautgh me talking in to the person I was looking at in the mirror.Which of course was me looking at my self in the mirror.
I just told her I was singing but she knew I was lying.she said she heard me talking not singing.I said I was making up some lyrics for my knew song, and she smile.that smile made me think she believed me.which made me started making up a song about how I love Jesus for making mom believed in my lie.but I ask him for forgiveness.I didn't know what the he'll I was saying in the song I was trying to made up to make mom believe I was singing for sure.I just know it was about Jesus.

Twelve am

Joe came and we went in my brother's room.I ask my brother to used his room to spend time with Joe .he said know at first but he said yes when I told him how much I love Joe and want to spend time with him.I was waiting in the room and my brother lead Joe there to me.I didn't go in my dad's car because I couldn't find the key.my brother'sroom was a little messy but the bed was made up.

I can't believe I wore new underwear again.I guess I love him to much to wear things I've wore before.I spray my self everywhere just to make all.my perfumes are all the way down to the bottom now.I wore a mini skirt and a spaghetti strap shirt.I was showing some chest just to see is he like when I show skin.found out that he loved it.