Joe and I didn't talk after Valentine's day for about a day or so.I just didn't have the guts to call him after he said he didn't love me.I'm glad he was being honest but, come on now Couldn't he put it in a better way?Guess the truth Hurst sometimes.All I do when I'm alone is think of Joe and cry.I hate to cry but couldn't stop the tears.stupid tears.
Dina look at your self.once you in love with him you should show him instead of telling him.actions speak louder then words.my inner voice said.
I went on Facebook to look at his pictures. His profile was hot. He had on a white singlet. his red headphones was on his head and his big red watch was on his wrists.such a gorgeous selfie.I stared at the photo for a moment as tears made their way down my face. I couldn't stop my self from crabing mom's phone to call him.What the hell did he do to me.
I called him and he answered on the third ring.
"Hello?he answered .And I grinned like an idiot.the grin quickly faded when I think of Valentine's day.
"Hey".I said.
"Sup". Said he.
"Nothing "I said wiping away a tear from my left eye."How was your day"I said wiping another tear from the same eye.
"Good,You?"
"My day was fine".I lied
That's good"said he.
"Can you please come tonight".I said hoping I would get a good answer.
"You like sex aye?"like wdf
"I mean, I want to spend time with my boyfriend".I said trying not to burst out crying.you would wonder why.it's because things like what he said hurst ME.why would he immediately thing that I want him to come over just for sex.I meant not that I would be able to control my self when he's in the same room with me ALONE.but still.
"Is that a bad thing to enjoy having sex with my boyfriend?"I questioned with curiosity.he started laughing and I played along.when I know I was serious and wanted an answer.my mom called me and I told Joe .I was just about to say 'I love you' but I remembered I was not allowed to say it so I just hang up.
"Dina,let's go Rainbow Bay with me.mom said walking out the door.
"What are you going there for".I questioned.
"Your father wants me to come and get something from him to bring home".
"And what will that be"?
"Why are you asking so much questions?you'll see when we get there.ugh.couldn't she just told me what it was.
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Why The Fuck Did I Fell In Love
RomanceA girl fell in love with a boy.she is now a woman and she still in love with him.At first she think she knew he loved her, but now she is confuse and wonder if he love her as much as she loved him.some times she think it's just lust but it's so hard...
