I wanted to see Joe so bad that day.I last saw him on February twenty third.so fucking long.I missed him like crazy. My friend Martha was telling me how much she and her boyfriend love each other.at that moment I kept silence and listen to her.I just wished I could say the same about me and Joe but it's only me that's IN LOVE.ugh.I fell so unloved and heart broken.I told Martha about me and Joe and she fell sympathetic for me.what a good friend.that was not a question.I called he never picked up I had no idea why.was he tired of me calling him and asking him how he's doing and if he ate for the day.of course he's tired of you Dina,can't you see it? Stupid inner voice.
I went to the store for some icecream and I saw my ex.
Fuck that.He so gorgeous.
I tried my best to avoid contacts with him but he came over to me.ugh.I'm so over him why the hell was he herein tough he gone in Nassau for good.
"Hey sexy mama.Jason called out to me while I tried to exit the store to get away from him.
"Hi I said looking away trying my best not to look him in the eye.he look so fucking fresh man.shut up Dina.
"My,my you getting prettier each day.wish I still had you.my sexy mama."
"You would if you didn't cheat on me with that slut from bluff.and wanted to like my cousin when she came over for the summer.you ask her to like you in my fucking face".I said with a sting attitude.
"Stop talking about the past and focus in the future baby.you know I loved you and still love you.wish these words were coming from the one I love.I shook off the thought and focus on Jason. I brought you something.you can come for it later".
"First of all you only loved me for my pussy.that is why you took my virginity away.second of all I dnot want anything from you and I have a boyfriend."
"Come on sexy mama I won't do anything stupid again.I made a mistake and I want to prove to you that I still love you and wouldn't cheat on you again.I rose an eyebrow.please mama.just another chance."
That's exactly what you said the second time I give you another chance.And what makes you think I'm going to dumb my boyfriend and give your ass a third chance?are you out of your mind.I said liking my melting icecream.cookies and cream my favorite.yummy!!!!
He said he was coining by me to hail mom and Dad.and I told him not to come.but he came anyways.idiot.of course he was cool with my parentsmbut Guess what they had no idea about us.it was always the same way when mom and Dad around nothing change or anything.we played like we were cool with each other but never got to close.my parents would never ever talk to him if they knew about us.of co use they never gave me or him an opportunity to get closer than we were.around them of course.
Jason came to hailed my parent and they had a little chat about his family in Nassau.their ride came and they went to P.T.A meeting at the for me.of course my mom told me to make sure he left right away.OMG he refused to leave.
He took his hands out of his porket and handed me a new phone he just bought me.oh how much I need a phone at this moment to call my baby.
"I brought it for you I just got it today before I flied back here".please don't say no"I know you needed it so I brought it for you, sexy mama".
"I need a phone to call my boyfriend for real, but I can't take that from you,and it past you time to get out my living room."
"You can't call your boyfriend on this phone.he should of bought you one already.only my cell number going on this phone and-
I cut him off.
"Well if my boyfriend's number can't go on it ,I guess I can't take it from you Jason.Did that short man just kissed me and how in the world I get in his arm.so warm.stop it Dina.I tried my hardest to break free but I failed.I wish it was the arms of the one I love.ugh.
"I want you so bad".he whispered in my ear.breath so fresh.stop it Dina.
"Well I don't want you,and I want you out of my house.NOW!"I yield and tried broke free for the fourth .
I was independent.thank God.
"Please sexy ma-"I cut him off.
"Out"I said using my hand to make sure he understood what I meant because he seems not to know English. Ofcourse he took his stupid phone with him.dumbass.why couldn't he left the phone.I never knew what type it was.but it looked expensive though.
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Why The Fuck Did I Fell In Love
RomanceA girl fell in love with a boy.she is now a woman and she still in love with him.At first she think she knew he loved her, but now she is confuse and wonder if he love her as much as she loved him.some times she think it's just lust but it's so hard...
