Mom gave me three hundred dollars to save for her, the day before Valentine's day.on that seen day around ten thirty in the morning she took it from me and said she wants to hide it her self.I gave it to her and she went in the kitchen with it.I didn't pay no more attention to her,instead I went In my room to polish my nails.
"Dina where's the money I gave you to put away for me?"mom asked coming to the bathroom.
"I gave it back to you,remember?"I said coming out the shower.shit I almost slipped.Damn you shampoo.
"No, you did Not.it's always a problem dealing with you.you always say you gave it back".
"Mom I'm serious,I remember giving the money back to you.I'm not lying, I swear."
"Girl you better go to your room and look for that money".
"I will look but,I know I give that money to you that same morning"I said entering my room and slamming the door.I hate when mom do that she always forgotting. And now she wants to say I didn't give her the money.
"I don't know why God give me this girl.I'm so ashame of being her mother.she never remember anything.Nothing makes me HATE her more when she said she gave me back the money"I heard mom still running her mouth in the living room.
I burst out crying.I only had on my panty and bra.my nees fell to the hard floor.I leaned to my draw and all the markups and the polishes fell down on my head.Every veins in my body was hurting.My own mother said she regret having me and she hate me.How bad can those days of my life get?I sat in my room crying my heart out.Ty came to the room and ask me what happened.I had no answer.he ran out side to ask mom what happened to me but i hearx him crying moments later.
"I don't love you,I like you alot."
"Why did God gave this girl?" Nothing makes me hate her more wjen she said she gave me back the money".all those negative things was spinning inside my tiny brain.the only person I loved and still love said he didn't love me,and now my own mother hate me.Go why did you great Dina.Please, Lord forgive me man shall never question you.
I heard mom running on,and on but, could no longer comprehend what she was saying.my brain was spinning.I'm glad I couldn't comprehended her words.For I know they were all negative and cruel.Not healthy for my nervous system.It wouldn't end well if she got ont my very last nerves.
It Hurst more now.It was my mom's turn to confess to me.Now whose next in line to say 'I don't love you,or I hate you'.please let me.
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