Hardest Goodbye: Bullet Proof Love (An austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 19

The song above has nothing to do with this chapter I just thought I would give you a throwback of a song Austin covered. I love his version. Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter. Sorry for the delay I've been so busy.
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*kassidys pov*
It's been about 2 and 1/2 months... Austin and I are in the process of filing for a divorce I went back to him a week after I had talked to Alex on the phone. And things were fine for us for like 2 weeks then last month things started going bad again. So this time I just got the divorce papers and I'm gonna divorce Austin. Things aren't the same anymore and I've come to the realization that they never will be. I wish they could be but there isn't a chance of that I think that both of us have changed in different ways. Do I regret cheating? Yes if I hadn't cheated would we still be getting a divorce? More than likely because before I made the mistake cheating things were already bac and they just keep on get on getting worse. Austin and I had a good relationship I got 2 beautiful kids from him and I wouldn't trade that for nothing and I wouldn't ever want to change that and I don't regret meeting Austin I just regret letting things happen the way they did. But it's life. I discovered a week ago that I am pregnant by Austin and by the looks of it i got pregnant after I went back to Austin within that 3 weeks things were going good... Austin is happy about the news and even though we are getting a divorce he will still be apart of the baby's life but I just won't be married to him... I wish that for the baby's sake we could try and work things out but that isn't going to happen...
It is what it is. We haven't decided who will have custody of the kids but I will not keep them from their daddy. I love Austin I always will but we just aren't meant to be anymore. This doesn't mean I'll go be with Justin right away , but for right now while me and Austin are filing for a divorce the kids are with my mom until all of this is done and final. I have been seeing Justin but only as a friend right now and Austin is pissed about that but Justin has been there for me. He is the only one who isn't against me right now...