Hardest Goodbye: Bullet Proof Love (An austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 20

Hey guys, so the story is actually coming to an end. I have enjoyed writing the whole series. But I will making a comeback with a new series I haven't decided who about yet. I am so glad that Austin Mahone love story hardest goodbye series is getting a lot of great feedback. Hope you enjoy the last few chapters (:
________________________________

Later that night I was sitting on the couch in Justin's apartment, I woke up because I couldn't sleep. Justin was sound asleep so I didn't wanna wake him up. I was scrolling through Twitter when I came across a link to one of Austins videos...(note: the video above is the video kassidy comes across) I pressed play and so many memories flooded through my mind of us... Minutes after I watched the video... Austins name popped up onto my screen. I clicked it and it was this big long message.... I decided to read it, and it read:
"Hey kassidy, I know it is 2 in the morning and I don't know if your up or not but I hope if you happen to see this that you will actually read it and respond. I know there is nothing I can do to stop you from filing for a divorce but I'm gonna try my absolute best to get you back and prove to you that I love you with all of my heart and I care about you so very much. I know I've made some mistakes so many mistakes but I know one thing is for sure meeting you and falling in love with you was not one of them. I don't know where I would be if I hadn't met you on the beach with your sister. Meeting you was the best thing ever. We have so many memories together and I wouldn't want to ever trade them for anything else in this world. Kass I love you and I always will. You are the love of my life. I am so sorry for how much I've hurt you I never wanted to and I never planned to. It just happened, I know I screwed up big time after we worked everything out and you came back I screwed up big time. I'm sorry I really hope you forgive me. I really hope we can work something out for the sake of our baby and for all of our kids. I love you kassidy"
I read the message and replied.. "Can you talk on the phone?"
"Yes of course, I miss your voice beautiful"
I got up and walked onto the balcony and I called him.
"Hey beautiful" I heard austin's sleepy voice say.
"Hey Austin...I got your message"
"Yeah I was hoping you'd be awake to see it.."
" I can't sleep that's why"
"Why not?"
"A lot on my mind"
"I love you kass"
"Austin can you just stop with that if you loved me you wouldn't have done all of this and we wouldn't be getting a divorce"
"Did you not read my message Kass I love you and I wanna make everything up to you. I know I screwed up and I'm sorry"
"Austin how can you love me when you know I'm with Justin"
"Kass, Justin isn't the father of that baby that is growing inside of you I am! Why are you with him? It's not like you love him"
I stayed silent... Did I love Justin? Or was I still hung up on Austin? I have 3 kids with Austin... Justin was just someone I fucked unless I really had feelings for him. I honestly don't even know anymore. Everything is just so confusing.
"Kass?"
" what Austin what do you want me to say! Both of you are making everything so damn difficult for me you both say you love me but then one of you goes and does something stupid making me rethink your love for me then the other just is confusing me even more. Austin I don't know what you expect from me y'all are both stressing me out!!"
"Kass I'm sorry, but I love you and I can't help that I love you I have always loved you no matter what shit we go through. You will always be my one and only and love of my life."
"Austin just shut up okay if you really loved me none of this shit that we have went through because of your stupidity would have never happened!! You are the reason for most of it going wrong! Before you even think about trying to get me back you need to re-evaluate your life and prove you can be a better man otherwise stay away from me!"

There was nothing but silence on the other end of the phone for a few minutes then I heard Austin start to talk.
"Kassidy I'm trying to be better im trying but you obviously can't see it your too busy with Justin to realize the one guy that loves you is trying to become a better man because he loves you with everything in him."
"Whatever Austin look in done talking about this I'll talk to you later bye"