February 4th
Hi Dad, it's me your little princess
How are you up there? How's your new life?
Today should be your 22nd anniversary with mom
But God has another plan.. Well at least you didn't break your promise;
" Till' the death do us apart "
I saw mom this morning so sad
And it made me sad also
How happy we were....
Dad, you know I'm fighting for my own future now
College getting closer and I should be ready for everything
But I don't know how to do all these things without you
You were the only one who could fully support me of all my decisions
I am lost without you, Dad.. I truly am
Mom can never do all those things like the way you did
She kind of forcing me to do what her wants, I feel
She doesn't understand me
And now I'm confused;
Should I follow what she said and makes her happy or follow my heart?
I wish you could come back and stayed with us again
My prayers will never be enough to bring you to the highest place in this world
I miss you so much, Dad
I wish you were here
Please hug me even I can't feel it
Yours,
AnindyaShavitri
