Dans PoV:
After the panel I run straight backstage.
"PHIL! PHIL?!" I shout, but I hear nothing. I feel a sharp pain at the back of my leg and turn around to see Charlotte with tears pouring down my face. "YES DAN! NOW IM GOING TO BE KNOWN AS THE BITCH WHO BROKE UP PHAN!" She screams, Shannon quickly comes to take her away to calm her down, then Cait walks in, after looking at Shannon she slams the door walking out. What's happening?
"Dan, what just happened?" Lissy asks staring up at me. "I-I don't know, what I just did, hurt the man I love, because I was a wimp." I stutter, she takes my hand gently and leads me to a chair in the corridor. "What are you doing here Dan? You should be out talking to Phil! You lost his trust!" She shouts.
"He never trusted me, this is just the icing on the cake." I spit out.
"Are you sure about that?" She asks gently, pulling up part of her jeans to reveal a small part of her plastic leg.
"The car crash, 3 years ago." I say quieter, seeing flashbacks of Tash lay their as they turned the machines off, the confused look on Phils face when he woke up with amnesia.
"Phil had amnesia for days! Until it finally wore off he trusted you, he trusted you were his boyfriend, he trusted every word you said even though he didn't know if it was true or not. He trusted you Dan." She's right, I feel awful, my boyfriend, my best friend, the man who saved 4 girls lives has been betrayed, by me.
*hours later*
I get home to see Phils stuff is still here, but there is a note on the counter.
"Dan.
I love you so so much, and before this trip I thought you loved me too and that we wouldn't let anyone get in between us. Nothing can change the way I feel about you, but I can't be the guy who just lets the person who hurt him back into his life, just to let that person walk all over him again.
I'm going to a hotel, it's not far.
This isn't goodbye at all! I just, need alone time, so if you see me in the street at all, please, don't talk to me.
I love you Dan Howell.
~Phil"
I love him,yet I hurt him.
