Lissy's PoV:
"Hi Dan!" I whisper enthusiastically hugging him, as I'm the only one awake. He doesn't speak, he just looks around confused. "Hey, what's happening?" Casp whispers walking downstairs.
"Why are you awake?" I ask, he just shrugs and comes downstairs.
"Dan? You alright buddy?" Caspar asks, tapping him on the shoulder making Dan jump.
Dan mutters something under his breath, he seems traumatised.
"They got him." He whispers one more time.
Me and Casp look at eachother.
"Got who Dan?" I ask.
"Lissy, c-can we talk in the living room, Casp you can come if you want it's not exactly private." Dan whispers, his voice shaking at every word, I nod and sit in the living room, Dan and Caspar follow in. "Is this about Phil?" I say, the thought of him leaving makes my eyes fill with tears again. Dan shakes his head roughly.
"You should get back together with Oli, become a family with Theo and James." Dan suggests. Why is he saying this?
"No!" I shout, Caspar gives me a nudge to remind me to be quiet.
We hear footsteps coming down the stairs, and see a tired Tash by the door.
"I'm tryna sleep!" She hisses. "If you wanna shout, take your idols advice and close the god damn door!" She shouts, making Caspar giggle, she walks back upstairs, closing the door behind her.
"I don't know what your sick game is Dan, but you will not get me back together with that idiot! You're my big brother, you're supposed to be looking out for me!" I whisper roughly.
"I am!" He hisses back.
"Are you? Because it seems since dad died I've been the one looking after you! Last year you had that drunk argument with our sisters! Because you were too childish to control your drinking! Now they haven't texted since! Dad would be sick at the site of you now!" I shout, his face goes from angry to upset, sorrow. I can't believe I just said that!
"Dan I-"
"I'm looking out for you, I have been since I was 13! When mum would always work, when dad died! I looked after you! Cooked you dinner, picked you up from school, stood upto anyone who hurt you. I failed my GCSE's because I couldn't revise, because the day I was supposed to revise, was the day mum left for a business trip! The day my three sisters all caught the flu so I stayed up all night taking care of you! I look out for you Lissy you have no idea!" Dan shouts, cutting me off, I look down as he walks out of the house, slamming the door behind him.
"Lissy, are you okay?" Caspar asks.
I ignore him and storm upstairs to check the boys are still asleep.
I'm a terrible sister, but there is no way Dan is convincing me to speak to Oli.
Why does he want me to any way?
