To be able to be around people was fun, it was hard at first because i was seen as an eye sore. it seems that everyone loved Saito and wanted to secure his place as the next heir. he gave up something more to become his own success, and i did so to and worked along side him. eventually over time Saito had built up enemies and so are freedom had been taken away from being targeted constantly. Saito didn't know the pain i had to go threw, because it seemed as though i was after his money. as poor as i was money had no meaning to me, even now.
over time we realize no one can be trusted, even i have my secrets that is needed to be secure.
i lived as a rabbit with the other around me, you share the same room, food and everything, till your picked up by a wolf preying on you...know one will have your back everyone will flee from you in order to live. and so "i scream" using my own strength to survive is all that is left before I'm devoured by this great beast, that know one can save me from, i live on my own along side my fears in great darkness till.........
till what? i thought
i heard the door opened quickly Sebastian in front of me as though he was ready to pierce me from committing a sin.
"what are you doing in this room, shouldn't you be heading to school." he questioned
"ahhh...... y...yeah." i answered standing up as though nothing happened. i quickly moved out of the room. Sebastian stopping me as i went even further.
"you were raveging through your mothers stuff, weren't you told not to touch them."
i nodded like a good girl.
"the paper in the right of your hand hand it over." he said
how did he see that shouldn't he have bad eye sight.
"what paper are you talking about?" i questioned.
"I'm not as old as you think Yuka, i gain my respect from the color of my hair, pure gray dye. i also have secrets to, for example these fake prescription. Your mother was my idol i should say so, i gained my pride from her, and your basically the same as she is i know you both like i know my self..... so hand me the sheet and head to school... your cake is in the dinning table counter. i boxed it for you." he said taking the paper himself.
"why did you ask how i was doing if you know me so well yesterday?" i questioned
"its a butlers job to cheer up his master even if he knew what was going on."
"you we're there during my mothers death I'm thinking." i said
"i cant answer." he ended
Sebastian was my mothers butler I'm guessing. i remember him saying my mother got married at age 16........ if Sebastian was so close to my mother he must have known something was going on, there was a picture book of her with him so I'm also guessing they were child hood friends. something must of happened between them before she went out because he wasn't there as a butler when the incident happened.
for Sebastian to dye his hair gray and were fake prescriptive glasses, there something about him that hasn't clicked yet. he mustn't have been there.
"Good morning Yuka" i heard watching Jake walk up towards me waving. " I'm so tired." he grumbled bending down for a while and standing back up.
"mmm" i sighed
"what's in the box." i looked at the box and back at him ignoring the question
"don't just ignore me, what happened to the whole being the same idea you brought up?"
he had to bring that up
" its cake" i answered standing in front of my locker attempting to open it.
as i did mud quickly fell out along with garbage and notes stating "DIE" and "WHORE" i realized that i froze watching those things fall out my locker and i didn't know what to do. my chest was tight and i felt people laughing around me, like if the gig played out the way they planned.
for high school kids to play off a trick like this, its rather disgraceful. i opened my bag taking out a bottle of water.
" Yuka what happened." i heard molly from a distance
she was smiling so freely
" Nothing" i answered as i opened the bottle of water puring it in my locker.
" My locker got dirtied for some reason so I'm cleaning it out" i answered, dumping the bottle there walking away.
"your pretty tough for a girl, I'm glad your changing a bit." Jake said his hand around my shoulder walking along side me.
i felt an atmosphere of anger as though someones plot didn't turn out the way they wanted it to. but its really childish to think something like that can affect me.
Sebastian, i wonder. i could only think about him.
"what's with the unusual air?" Ethan questioned filing some documents.
"she seems to be depressed because of the prank some kids pulled on her, even though she didn't take it serious she's sulking." Jake answered.
Ethan glanced at me then at the box in my hand.
"is that___"
"cake" Jake ended pointing at the box
before i knew it the box was out of my hand and Ethan and Jake was already munching on a slice.
"Ethan, do you know anything about Sebastian?" i questioned
"who's that?" Jake quired
" the Butler." Ethan replied.
" Sebastian's files are viewable but some information are not permitted for personal viewing. it says in his file he was living in the same neighborhood of miss Bensmer. from the images and the year book documented, they were childhood friends. some other stuff were about there relationship. they had a trial relationship for 3 months or less, till Sebastian's parents were transferred to another state for a business trip, and soon enough they were distant."
my mother couldn't have possibly be having an affair with her child hood friend, my father must have befriended my mother years before they got married, so if her relationship with Sebastian had ended, it was during the time Sebastian was away that she found the person she really loved. Sebastian couldn't possibly bomb my mother if he really loved her so that's an X to that. Sebastian didn't answer when i suggested he attended the festival but if i look back to the memory of that time Sebastian was there. Sebastian says he has his secret so something must have happened from the past that made this event happen. Sebastian's motto is "AS A BUTLER, IT IS TRULY A PAIN TO KNOW THAT SOMETHING THAT IS LOST, CAN NEVER BE RETURNED"
thinking back to such painful sacrifices made. i cant except it....the fact that this all happened under one name. i wont let anyone get away without a fight. if its kill i have to kill then let me be soaked in the blood of revenge.
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Unforgotten (continueing)
RomanceAfter waking up in a nightmare, Yuka finds her self continuously attending a public highshool in the country as a girl filled with shame, but her reasons to her shame, were all caused after her mother was killed in a fatal accident that was intentio...